October 5, 2007 at 8:59 am (sarah matters)
Tags: fan, life, sarah
someone told me that my world is so big that it starts with a letter S and ends with a letter H….. guess who that is!… it’s sarah! i was shocked on how she said it like he was saying that other than sarah i dont have nothing! which is quite true! but i dont like the feeling after she said it to me i was like “what are you talking about!?”
the conversation starts by asking asking me if asap will be aired this sunday! and i told her nope it will be pre-empted because of kasal, kasali, kasalo and agent X44, then she said sa 14 wala ring asap? then i answered maybe or maybe it will just be moved on a later slot! and then i said it will be too much if asap will be pre-empted again… and then she asked me why? i answered, coz i haven’t seen sarah yet since the day she came back from her US tour! and then she said something like are you nuts? you always see her everynight and whole day in the computer, isn’t that enough? and i said i mean i haven’t seen her sing live at the asap or whatever! and that’s when she said “ang laki ng mundo mo ah! simula s hanggang h!”
after she said that i felt really bad, it’s like saying you should get a life! ok i admit for months all i know is sarah! but believe me i am trying to get a life other than sarah, i call friends up on the phone but whenever i do that they are not home yet, if i do text them a respond is like a wind in the air you feel them but you cannot see them that’s horrible to me! lovelife is not in my plans right now! if someone comes along they turn into a jerk even before i say yes to date, from the book i read i should stay away from guys like them., so apparently i really dont have a life other than sarah…. that is why i felt so bad last night until this morning, truth really hurts! but i dont complain, i mean it’s sarah, i’d rather go out in the mall to see her than a date with a jerk, i’d rather stay infront of this computer talking with the popsters and get a sound respond than call and text my friend just to find out that they are not there……( but i miss them)
have i told you that being a fan is not easy…. but fun. oh well i just miss sarah, that’s why i asked myself is it wrong to miss sarah? for her to react in that way! coz if it is…. im guilty!
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October 3, 2007 at 6:29 am (sarah matters)
Tags: , fan, life, sarah
ok blog muna bago ko gawin ang project ko hehe….. im a self confess sarah fanatic! super to the highest level! lahat ng latest updates alam ko kung hindi man i will hate myself haha… lahat ng posibleng di mo alam tungkol kay sarah malamang sa hindi alam ko like mahilig sya sa aso, nawala ang aso nyang si cho sa lacson street sa may sta cruz! speaking of sta cruz may salon at boutique sya dun! malapit sa UST “POPSTAR SALON AND BOUTIQUE“….. shine, cheng at gab ang nicknames ng mga kapatid nya! sya bebe, bebang, pot, shabs, emeng still counting haha….. kumakain sya ng halo-halo minus the ice! as in sahog lang, minsan syang sumakay ng ride na nakakatakot o nakakaikot ng tyan na ride yung tipong mapapasigaw ka! sa isang amusement park kung lahat sumisigaw dahil sa ride na yun sya hindi tamang nakapikit lang sya bawal sumigaw baka magasgas ang boses hehe…… nakapanuod sya minsan ng concert ni celine dion sa US oha oha! i can give you thousands of infos that you dont know ( except if your an addict!) about this girl but that wiil be another entry haha.
i’ve been a fanatic since 2004 haha 3 yrs na akong humahanga sa taong ito and did you know na more than 4 yrs pa lang si sarah sa business! di pa kasama yung mga penpen de sarapen ang tv days nya. isang taon bogo ko na-realize na avid fan ako! at first kasi in super denial ako! di naman kasi talaga ako mahilig sa artista! lalo na sa mga local acts ang baduy kaya! aasarin pa ako sa school ang uso kaya nun mga britney spears destiny’s child christina aguillera tapos isang sarah geronimo….. who the …. is she hehe…… wushu pero deep inside haha….. so yun every year lalo akong naho-hook kasi lalo naman syang gumagaling every year………
nung nalaman kong gusto ko talaga sya i start to follow her! sa tv lang syempre di pa ako umaabot sa ganung level noon!, ngayon mo ako tanungin about dyan! haha…. malapit na akong maging stalker ni sarah
going back, ang asap na di ko trip panuorin noon ngayon cant stand to miss one episode unless sarah is not there….. sarah the teen princess awow! di pa ako ganun ka-hook (hirap gamitin ang salitang adik di naman kasi ako adik!
) kaya marami akong na-miss na episode may klase pa kasi ako sa hapon! pero kapag gusto kong manuod talaga ng STTP walang makakapigil sa akin kahit school…. nag-cut ako ng klase ko dahil sa STTP haha not once but many times haha luckily yung prof ko that time madalas ding absent! oha oha kung ang mga student ngayon di pumapasok sa klase dahil sa computer games ako kay sarah
at alam mo ba na inuulit kong panuorin ang STTP ngayon sa YT kasi nga kahit nag-cut ako ng klase noon may mga na-miss parin akong epi! ni di ko nga alam bakit nandun si alwyn wahaha… sa album you name it meron ako nyan from popstar a dream come true to sweet 16 na nag shift sa the other side of sarah na napunta sa bituing walang ning ning OST na nag take flight sa taking flight nya actually kulang pa yan eh wala pa ako nung can this be love OST, sing along with sarah, nung 1st year college ako meron akong gustong gusto na bilhin na album nya along with the other champs yung night of the champions live CD, hinahanap ko ngayon yun wala na akong makita! magazines! medyo kulang ako nito eh kasi naman wala akong budget nyan dati eh ngayon meron na!
sa dyaryo di masyado nababasa ko naman sa site eh haha unless meron din syang article sa phil star dekwatin ko na lang yung nandito sa office
paminsan-minsan sa tabloid at niiipon ko yan haha sabi ng ate ko sa akin anu yan collection? haha oo bakit?…. wala lang akong time asikasuhin ang scrap book ko! hehe…..
at kung anu reaction ng family ko? …………………….. wala lang haha minsan nasisita ako pero i think they got used to me na rin haha… dati kasi halos araw araw akong nagpapatugtug ng CD ni sarah! bago ako pumasok sa school! sabi ng mama ko sa akin anu ba yan kabisado ko na lahat ng kanta ni sarah! ang ingay ingay puro na lang sarah! haha that’s when i realized na im being to insensitive! na ako lang ang hook kay sarah! na ako lang! kaya since then bihira na lang akong magpatugtug as per request na lang ng pamangkin ko…. hahaha kaya napa bili ako noon ng mp3 na puro sarah lang talaga ang laman kaya nasira yun eh wala nang ibang alam tugtugin
ngayon computer ko naman hahahaha…… sa mga fwends ko naman wag na wag silang magkaka mali na i-compare si sarah sa ibang singers lalo na kay shin dahil dadanak ang dugo! haha…. charus i do take naman criticisms pero di mo maiaalis sa akin ang ipagtanggol yung tao automatic na yan kung talagang nagkamali si sarah, halimbawa sa pagkanta may reasons yan as in ang daming reasons hanggang makalusot at matanggap nila na ganun talaga si sarah yun eh
pero minsan talaga may masasakit na comments lalo na kung galing sa ibang tao at di sa adik!
being a fan madami na akong na-experince at nadama it’s quite hard pero masaya rin naman! there’s this instance na may # si sarah sa asap and kasabay ko manuod ang ate ko (lagi kami ang magka jamming sa tv every sunday haha!) may comment sya na talagang tumatak sa akin haha! here it goes “anu ba yan si sarah! ang boring naman magperform nyan!” ouch! it hurts! masakit talaga! as in yung ilang araw kong dinamdam yun! haha napaka simple ng comment nyang yun pero ewan ko ba! talagang tinamaan ako eh since then lahat na ng side comments nya masakit! seryoso, i admit i am very sensitive when it come to sarah! as in! ayoko na nasisita ako na tigilan mo na si sarah! ayokong pinagsasabihan ako tapos sabay segway about sarah when in fact walang connect si sarah sa ginawa ko! it really annoys me super! ok lang kung mga war freak addict ang mag sabi at mag bigay ng comment ng ganun! kasi yun sarado na ang mga isip nila na ayaw nila si sarah… kahit pa napaka ganda ng performance ni sarah pangit parin! what hurts the most is the people close to you but dont know how sensitive you are! pero as i have said i take criticisms! so yung sa ate ko at sa iba pang nakakakilala sa akin na di adik kay sarah na mas maraming side comments, carry lang! it’s all part of the biggest journey of my life as a fan!
ayan mega kwento ako about me being a fan madami pa yan kaya lang kasi nga ang haba haba na nito! parang nobela na ang ginagawa ko! haha….. i’ll post na lang another entry about this as for now eto muna! hehe…… parang ang dami ko nang utang na entry! hehe…
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