Record Breaker

When she smiles, the world smiles with her. When she weeps, i dont think she weeps alone.

Indeed, a record breaking event, she keeps getting better every year. Remember last year, i had a good breakdown with my ticket,. and if you can also remember i owe sarah, a lot… So what i did, this year i bought the most expensive ticket, to prevent of course the expected debt lol,…. and why did i ever think that i could escape the burden of owing her humongous amount out of the pleasure in her concert.
*opening,.. (record breaker, unstoppable,love game,i gotta feeling)….. 300 for this prod then 150 for the 3d effects, i like the energy & the smile,& the effort for the 3d effects,though i almost thought that its the closing part of the concert, coz when she sang i gotta feeling, no effort & looks like she’s just having some fun of some sort,… i like the outfit,..not too flashy, but more of a rockstar, love it….oh i almost forgot 150 for the violin,… jay cayuca you rock!….
*right here waiting,… weee time to rest after i shout my heart out in
the opening lol so with her sweet voice that i have missed for quite sometime i will give my 200 for that prod.
*pls be careful with my heart,… nice dress though it could’ve been better without the stockings lol, well its SG, what do i expect,… another mellow part of the show, i should have known that this is just to prepare us to a record breaking prod, with that i’ll give my 150
*broken hearted girl,… before the concert i was hoping she would do paparazzi but she did this song and i was like waaaahhhhh its my favourite so yeah i’ll give her 500 for this! i super love the song i super love her version i super love her! & in the same prod she said she love me too! whoa (nakaka hiya nga eh dinig na dinig) :P
*sa iyo,… what the,… R & B version, good but not my favourite part, its as if trying hard to sound R & B when its not supposed to be that way, or im just used to the old version, its just me hahaha but i like the dance she’s so sexy with this one so i’ll give 200,.. fair enough?hehe….
*dahil minahal mo ako,… the song reminds me of AshLo & because of that i’ll give it 750 wahahaha im so biased,… though it feels empty without piolo, theres no chemistry whe!!! hahaha…..
*sniml,… a so so prod so i’ll give my 50 for it :)
*nobody,… whoa, 150 for her smile, she smiled a lot in this prod,…even in the interview, actually it turned to a laugh, & she’s so cute with this prod,…
*avsl/ycml,… alright reminiscing and all ashlloyd moment if not for regine i’ll give 50 but with the kind gesture of the songbird i’ll give another 150, it seemed regine became a fan, giving sampaguita to her idol sarah,.. that how i saw it in regards to the ashlloyd just kidding you know i love you guys weh!!! hahaha….
*Charlie green, the nosebleed guy hahaha,… i super love his voice,… if you will just listen to him you’ll expect someone at the age of 25 or something, but geeezz he’s just a kid with a good good voice,seriously good voice :) i’ll give him a 100
*MJ medley!!!!!!!! this is the freaking best part! hahaha….at this point i only have 500, & im giving it all to these prod so that means i still owe her, dang! haha but anyways, there so much attitude, she so focus in her prod,if not perfect that is the very best of her….
*kanto boys good thing, jlc is not there hahaha,..lip sync so i will not give anything anyways i have nothing to give anymore, but i dont owe anything yet haha,.. but this prod is funny, “tamang kulit” just to relax the audience after “the Bomb” prod hehe…
*medley,.. i was in awe by realizing how far she is right now from being a dreamer to someone right now, & then i realized i should not be surprise with this prod for one, she always sing this every coneert, but this time she didn’t belt it out in fact, she didn’t in all her songs,.. then hearing her 2 new album well i presume she is really not doing it anymore,.. maybe preventing her voice from being strained or something anyways i appreaciate this prod so i owe her 50 :)
*the climb,.. not as best as her i believe i can fly, but better, way way way better than miley cyrus’ version, she has this way of inspiring people thru her songs & with this kind of song i was more than inspired i was more of motivated if there’s any difference hehe coz i feel its more positive more encouraging so 200 for this prod,…

So even if I am at the vip Im not safe, hahaha she’s so good i owe her a lot haha…… though i have to admit TNO is still #1 for me hehe…..


THE NEXT ONE

Sarah, getting ready to hit the notes for forever is not enough

Sarah, getting ready to hit the notes for forever is not enough

I wanted to write something about my work at kung paano sa loob ng isang taon nadadama ko parin na di sya para sa akin,.. ]pero nakakapagod na nga na mismong nangyayari sa akin yung pag usapan pa?!? so yung concert na lang ni sarah hahaha….

P2,625.00 yung halaga ng ticket ko,.. malapit na nga ako sa stage! asenso hahaha,.. dun sa gilid kung saan madalas nakatingin si sarah,.. kasi nandun ang kanyang “infamous popsters!” yihee! naisip ko nga kaya lagi sya nakatingin dun kinakabahan sya at kailangan nya ng lakas ng loob hahaha…anyways umpisahan na natin ang review ko i will try no be not so bias! :D

P1,500 para sa opening! she sang Forever is not enough,.. well yeah i know lagi naman eh pero this time is different una akala ko lilipad na si sarah papuntang stage di na sya lilitaw mula sa ilalim ng stage! hahaha yun pala sa backstage sya lalabas maglalakad mag bo-bow at sabay upo sa tapat ng piano & the crowd!!! parang serena ng bumbero!!! ang lakas!! hahaha……ayon sa book delight means exceeding your expectation at yun delightful ako sa performance ni sarah! husay eh!!! alam mo yun 1000x ko nang nadinig ang FNE sa iba’t ibang paraan sa iba’t ibang pagkakataon pero dito ko lang na-realize na,… trully enough FOREVER IS NOT ENOUGH to describe how sarah rocks my world sa mga oras na yun!!!sinundan nya ng how could you say you love though sana talaga di na nya kinanta ulit ang mga kantang ito lagi na lang kasi sa mga concert nya kasama ito eh pero na-realize ko di mo makikilala ang sarah geronimo kung di mo alam ang kanta na ito!!! back to the basic! hahaha.

P150 sa dance # with the UD4 i was expecting a super prod # with rayver ang lufet ng ”no air” nila sa asap eh kaya expecting talaga ako tapos wala naman pala! ok lang parang wala lang talaga hahaha…. when i grow up is really a song meant for her!hahaha parang sinulat ang song na yun para sa kanya though recycle sya katulad ng that’s not my name i find it more angas in araneta with all the people listening & watching!

P50 para sa HURT harhar di ko kasi alam yung song  & para sa akin typical prod # sya sa asap or guest sa isang event basta! at sa mga nakaka-alam anu ba ang typical prod # ni sarah! most of the time nakikita mo na lang ang sarili mo nakatulala at masasabing yun na yun! sarah lufet! hahaha….hati sila ng ikaw so tag P25 :lol: at middle of the song kasi parang nauna o nahuli si sarah o si sir louie tsaka parang Mall tour lang sya sarahp isagaw na we love you sarah!!! hahaha…….

P200 ikaw ang pangarap,.. pag si jed ang ka-duet mo,.. malamang sa hindi iniisip mo kailangan kong galingan it’s jed! hahaha,.. i mean parang macha-challenge ka coz thi guy really have big voice box inside him! hahaha…. i like the though na may effort sa blending though may some points na parang nangangapa sila sa isa’t isa! (inset: AshLo yihee! :lol: )

P100 sarah billy,.. hay naku isang malaking recycle din ewan ko ba theme yata ng concert ang recycle!!! hahaha mas maganda pa yung 4 minutes sa asap libre pa! hahaha…. though you know si sarah gumagaling na sa pag sayaw & mas makikita mo na ngayon yung edge nya among the others so please dont stop the music!!! so worth na rin yung P100 int’l singer naman si billy eh hahaha…..

P75 for the baler themesong hahaha,… its like super lumang song maybe because of the movie itself luma kasi yung theme & very touching yung song kaya lang yun yung tipo ng song na kailangan mong marinig ng paulit ulit para matanggap ng tenga mo hahhaa….hati din sila ng cebuana dito ko naramdaman na pagod na si sarah,.. bitin yung birit nya eh! mas maganda yung sa asap buong buo talaga yung boses nya dun!

P75 din sa where only angels fly hahaha P25 goes sa mga dancers hahaha galing nila!!husay sa stretching & everything,….kay sarah naman not one of the highlights but i like the song so give it a P50 hehe,… & feeling ko mas solemn ang pagkaka-kanta nya or ako lang yun hahaha….

P75 para sa played at i’ll be there ang ganda ng remix ng played parang pang disco!!! hahaha…. & i like hopw they choreographed the song gusto ko ng malufet na music video hahaha,… i’ll be there is more baduy but cute in a way si sarah kasi papansin hahaha…..

P50 for the avsl part sabi ko na titigan ni jlc si sarah at maghihiyawan ang mga tao! at si sarah keep on saying na nakaka-kanta na sya di naman mapakali sa stage naka isa tuloy si jlc hahaha….. P15 for jlc’s effort to sing hahaha,… though si sarah di parin sanay sa loveteam ek ek (feeling ko lang ha) di pa sya ganun kabihasa sa pagpapakilig yihee!!!! hahaha…. pero ok na rin muntik na akong madala!!! hahaha (bato!) hahahaha…..

P200 for alone!!! ang lufet nya talaga dito one of the best part as in ang astig nung pag talikod nya sabay birit napatayo nga ako eh! hahaha…. at napasigaw na sarahhhhhh!!!!!!!!! hahahaha….. for me walang sinabi si celine (wag kang epal review ko ito eh! ) hahahaha…… i knew naman na she will sing this eh! just didn’t thought it would be so great na ayoko nang maging alone! hahaha “i never really cared umtil i met you!!!”

P100 for i believe i can fly it moved me in a way na nakakatakot din hahaha feeling ko kasi ito yung pinaka pupunahin sa lahat ng perfomance nya (as of this writing wala pa akong nababasang reviews!) at habang kinakanta nya ito with the chorale! parang black performer si sarah! wala lang i like how she moves & sings & groove during the song!! lufet!!! parang kulang sa P100 yung bayad ko may utang pa ako ahhaha….

P15 para sa last song ito ang super recycle talaga as in!!! parang yung 2 weeks na rehearsal di na kayang mag isip pa o mag rehearse pa kaya yun na lang sa iyo na lang husay!!!!!….

may P10 pang natitira para yan kay luis, kc, anne, mark, beth na super supportive kay sarah tag P2 sila hahahaha…. sorry wala nang natira para sa iba may utang pa nga ako sa i believe i can fly eh :lol:

(inset: ang konti ng damit nya ngayon puro shiny shimmering pa tapos yung pang opening nya para syang yung matador hahaha yung nagwawagayway ng pulang bandila sa toro! :lol: at parang mexican insipred ang mga suot nya di nya pinakita ang legs nya,… at feeling ko ang bilis ng show ewan ko ba! hahaha,. pero ang daming tao mas puno sya unlike sgim!! pero mas maganda ang sgim! harhar!!! pero sulit naman ang P2,625 ko may utang pa nga ako di ba! hahaha……sa uulitin sarah kahit pa di maganda ang pag tatapos! alam mo na yun hahahaha)

Just Me

Last sept 12 sarah launch her 5th studio album Just Me. And of course i bought my self a copy :D

01. I’ll be there -  featuring howie d. of backstreet boys (social) hehe,.. the music is nice! great way to start the album, and made it as the carrier single. The bsb style was there,.. nice vocal arrangement and would you believe they did not record it together! but it turns out nice!… love the bridge part and the line “i’ll be in your smile”

02. You’re the love of my life – i love this song,.. sarah sang it with all the emotions hehe,.. it makes me feel it’s nice to have someone! like the part “you’re destined to be mine” & “i breathe with your heart & your soul”,.. love the last part “you’re the love,… the love of my life” the back up vocals made it so serene! easy listening.

03. Dahil minahal mo ako – one of the two tagalog songs,.. the first part is a bit boring i dunno, but the when you reach the chorus you would appreciate the song,.. everytime i hear this i remember the message of sarah to her fans how she love her fans & thankful for all the support,.. so heartwarming that all you can say is “dahil minahal mo ako, lahat ay gagawin para sayo”

04. Where only angels fly – inspirational track for me,.. not to follow your dreams or whatever! inspirational in a a romantic way! hehe… from the way i understand it,.. the song is for those who have lost their faith in love,.. maybe afraid to try again or just dont want to feel it in anyways! hehe… it inspires you to try it,.. inspires you that inspite of it all theres a place “where only angels fly”

05. Silence – a fast song! let’s party! hehe… a different sarah,.. whenever viva makes albums that are internationally produced,… they produced artist that deserves international fame! hehe… i like the part before it hits the chorus for example the part “im not gonna stand around & fight got better thing to do tonight” ,… and “my love isn’t up for your debate” hahaha (in short “dont be paki-alamera!) hahaha,.. the song is also unique a bit personalized she has her name on the lyrics “trust your sarah!”

06. One little kiss – Fisrt love, first kiss,.. yihee! whenever i hear this i imagine the prom nights, the highschool life though i did not attend the prom night coz there’s no one to share that “one little kiss,… three little words from your lips” hehehe…. i feel that its time to change the immortal “king & queen of hearts” in prom nights!

07. I belong to you – oh my gulay! one of my favourite! as in! hehe,… this song is a bit sexy for her,.. i imagined a daring music video with no one else but piolo pascual! :lol: seriously, everytime i hear this piolo and sarah comes to my mind! doing the thing! (malisyosa! ) doing the music video a different sarah,… with the charm of piolo “there’s no better place than right here in your sweet embrace” “with you i feel complete”.

08. Just Me – a more personalized song! the song fits for her… introducing herself. it would be nice if she will use this as one of her opening song in her upcoming concert,… i like the jazzy thingy in the song though this song fit as one of the filler in the song! its like an adlib to the album,.. “popstar on the cover or the girl next door” and i like the robot thingy at the end part haha…

09. Look inside ourselves – This is the most beautiful song for me in the album! ultimate favourite! a pop rock song in the likes of avril L. & kelly clarkson,.. the song is a bit sad,.. you will  feel the pain and hate in the song,.. the sound of the piano & guitar,, made it more depressing hahaha and sarah’s vocal range is as powerful as before you will feel the old sarah belting it out and “buo yung boses” piano guitar & sarah what a great way to experience pain hahaha….. “nobody said it was an easy life,.. its gonna be a crazy ride”

10. Kahit mahal mo ay iba – “kahit na-remix” one of my colleague said :lol: easy listening song,.. fit also to be a filler though the song is good,.. i like the rythm and the lyrics! “ligaya mo ay ligaya ko”

11. Played – the “angas song” hehe from the title itself she was played deceive fooled & everthing in between haha…. i like the beat of the drum or whatever that is that makes it more “angas!” i also like the vocal range in this song when i heard her sing it live i loved her more!…”i dont want to say it,.. but you probably gonna say it”

12. Sweet memories – when i first heard i thought it sound like a japanesse old song,.. then yesterday i had a chance to really look at the inlay, lyrics & the writers of the songs,.. then the one who wrote this song i think is either a japanesse or chinesse base on the name,… i like the part “guess i was too young too young to know love” sarah is that you?!?… i like the sound of the guitar,.. (am i right ) hahaha… it made the song sound old i imagine her singing it using the old microphones in a hotel bar with the old dress….

13. Im falling“innuendos” what the F is that :lol: the use of such allusions! did you even get it? hahaha i coz i did not!…. :lol: i like the vocal range in this song it shows sarah’s trademark “the birit” the song is a bit slow to show that you are falling but its to conscise to undertand that you are falling and to see that “when it comes to you nothing i would do” one comment though the word “THE” you pronounce it as “da” followed by a word that starts with a consonant letter & “dee” with a vowel i think sarah did not follow the rule in the line “the connection is strong” wala lang hehe…

14. What have you done with my heart – a song for those who are inlove! even to those who are not like me! :lol: this is the type of song that grows in you,.. i mean the more you listen to it the more you will love it and “im so inlove” with it that “i go dizzy” hehe….

15. Remind me to forget you – 2nd of my ultimate favourite! the song is sad but i like the idea that they did not made it as depressing as being broken hearted hehe… i like the meaning behind the song,.. that everytime you see that person it always “remind me to forget you” when you should have done it yourself! i like the rythm and the voice of sorry as if she has someone to remind these things from time to time.

16. Movie love – everytime i hear this i remember AshLLoyd hahaha… because of their movie a very special love :lol: “movie love & movie kiss” this song deserve a cool music video the likes of paris hilton’s  crazy music videos :lol: but not too skin on sarah’s part hehe… i only like this song when i hear it,.. hehe…

Now i understand why Just Me as i  mentioned the album is a bit personalized most of the songs shows who sarah is, what sarah is and the songs that inspires her! i like the album also the cover made her look like a chinesse manga character then when you look even more she looks like maja salvador hehe… i like the inlays blue and white,… refreshing for the eyes…

I’ll Be The One

i bought mark bautista’s cd last week and may i say this is the best cd from him,….

1. Eternally – its a bit weird though it nice,.. i like the “diin” thingy in his voice,.. everytime i hear this i imagine someone walking against the wind,.. but i dont think its a good idea making this song as the carrier single not so catchy…

2. Sana’y dinggin mo – this one’s my favourite,… i would prefer this one as the carrier single,.. and mark’s voice is so nice in this song,… “kaka-inlove” hehe…..

3. Too Slow – a bit sexy, i dont this one sounds like they are inside a room waiting for someone to make a move,.. woot woot! hehe,.. but i like the rythm,.. its si slow hahaha…

4. Dont tell me about heartaches – with sarah G. hehe,.. the song was nice i was expecting a very very sad song or should i say melody but it was not so sad at all, though the lyrics a bit sad but when you hear it, a feel good song not so “birit” and i really like how their voice really blends,.. nobody does it better but FMS ehehe…

5. Stuck In My Heart Now – also my favourite,.. i read somewhere in the pex community that this song is dedicated to sarah from mark, yihee, i love the part “i want the very best for you” makes me think mark really cares about sarah, sincerely and honestly! naks!…

6. Take  A Chance – is a so-so song hehe… it is meant to be a filler in the album not saying its not nice, its just that its not the type of song that will make a mark in your mind (walang lss) hehe…

7. Everytime I Close My Eyes – this is so sweet, if your guy sing this to you, i dunno i would lost all the oxygen in the world because of “kilig” haha…..

8. Love & Affection – a fast song for mark,.. though it still sound a bit ballad but i appreciate the effort in making it sound RnB,.. i will give it 2 stars hehe…

9. Why Cant We – this is mark’s compisition,.. its a nice song i like the part “you dont know how weak i am inside” i also read that this song is also dedicated to sarah,.. i wonder if they really had something special between them base on the lyrics “we treat each other like we’re lovers then we promise to keep it to ourselves.. “

10. I’ll Be The One – inspirational to me, at first it sound like its not him, he took the start of the song with a different stroke….

11. Just Look At Me – everytime i hear this i want to put the lyrics to my siggy in sg.com hehe,… to make “patama” to all his detractors that thinks he is just using sarah for publicity “im not looking for fortune or fame im just waiting till you call my name”

12. I Dont Wanna Say Goodbye – the saddest song in the album,.. like the part “cant you see a heart doesn’t shine, without a bit of love it will die,..” very true!!! base on a true story :lol:

13. Somehow I Knew – somehow i knew this song is nice very serendipity type of song i like the medley not so upbeat but you can feel it.

All in  all this album is nice one FMS even describe it as “panliligaw CD” which is true!! haha… its like the album is made to woo someones heart!

*hanep mang-harana si mark isang buong album :lol:

tis the season to be jolly

woooo! lapit na matapos ang taon! as of this writing 9hrs to go maghihiwalay na ang taon, i wonder kung anu na ang subtitle ng asap, could it be asap 08? hehe o 2k8? whatever basta nandun si sarah! anyways. it has been a great year for me, atleast…..hehe well i had my good, bad and best times this year….i’ll start with the bad hahaha kasi nag umpisa naman talaga ang taon ko na walang sense eh :lol:

 BAD TIMES

i started the year being a bum plus the fact that i am broke! so, akala ko talaga wala nang sense ang lahat….plus di ako nakabalik sa school eh gusto ko na sana…..this year din nawalan kami ng ilaw as in total darkness late october naputulan kami until now wala pa kaming kuryente (yuck! poverty people :lol: ) pero nagawan ng paraan nagnakaw kami sa meralco wahahahaha (ang poverty talaga namin so please bear with us! :lol: ) pero di na ngayon mga 1 month kaming nag-tap ng kuryente itinigil namin kasi muntik nang magka sunog sa amin wehehehe…. as in sa loob talaga ng bahay namin pumutok yung kuryente! it was terrible! i was so nervous that i dont have the strenght to get out of our house! nasa taas lang ako, at di alam ang gagawin as in  brain not functioning!….but wait theres more not once but twice nangyari ito this time nasa office ako nung nag spark ulit yung wire this time wala na talaga kaming kuryente di na kami naka tap it’s just that umulan that day and tuklap na yung mga wire kaya nangyari yun and same reason mahirap kami di namin mapalitan ang wire na nasunog! you see i started the year broke and i will end it broke, how pathetic!……this year din nawalan ako ng work well di naman talaga sya work petiks nga lang ako but still na-terminate parin ako hahaha…..yung EP ni sarah bad trip talaga ako sa kanya di ko sya makakalimutan kahit kelan hahahaha…..di ako naka attend ng christmas party with sarah haizt masakit parin sa damdamin gang ngayon :lol: …..anu pa bang bad times ko? hmm…….wala na akong maalala hahaha memory loss sa sobrang bad nila di ko na maalala :lol: so we should move on next stop good times…

GOOD TIMES

ahahahaha wala rin akong maisip! :lol: …….. ah ok  eto i got a job, as the certified petiks sa office ng tita ko hahaha…. parang OJT ako sa kanya may allowance ako na sapat lang isa pa petiks lang naman ako eh the good thing is….. haha…… yun tambay ako sa pex at sg.com as in tambay mostly natatapos ang araw ko na nakatapat ako sa PC maghapon as in max of 12hrs infront of the computer! ang saya di ba! ang dami kong nakilala at supah updated ako! hahaha…. sa sobrang tagal ko sa PC tinanggal ako ng tita ko :lol: …….. ahm good thing din na di natuloy ang posibleng sunog sa amin (as mentioned in the 1st paragraph! ) kaya masaya parin kahit poverty people kami and by the way nakabili na si mama ng wire for the whopping price of……. sekreto para bibo :P pero wala parin kaming kuryente :lol: ang laki kasi ng bayarin di ko pa kayang bayaran hahaha maybe next month pero di one time big time! haha…… nakikikabit kami ulit sa kapitbahay pero di tap ang wire at lalong di nakaw! with their consent may nakakabit na extension sa kanila na nagko konek samen gets?hehehe hirap mag explain…..anu pa bang good aha! di ba natanggal ako sa previous work ko…wala lang nakahanap din naman ako ng bago though it was so hard to look for another job eh nakahanap naman ako nosebleed nga lang hahaha and FYI kung dati nosebleed lang ngayon kasama na pati utak ko dumudugo na! hahaha product training na kasi ako!………..ok enough of that the best things happens  in the most unexpected places…..

 BEST TIMES

hahahaha sa sobrang dami di ko maumpisahan!….. (echos!) this year mas nadama kong naging mas active ako in terms of being a fan kasi ikaw na tumambay sa harap ng computer for 12hrs kung wala kang makilalang mga adik :lol: sino tinutukoy ko? ikaw ate! ikaw boss! and the rest of the gang wahaahaahaha…… naalala ko nung may 1st GEB yun lost in space ako hahahaha di ko sila nakita! di kasi nag dala ng banner ewan….hahahahaha pero alam nyo wala lang i had a great year with you guys sobwa!!…. yung mga adik na yan kahit adik tried and tested ang friendship nila! as in nung mga panahon na tag ulan as in nag aalok sila ng payong! woooo umbrella ela ela ei ei ei…. :lol: seryoso i was touch to those who texted me showing their emphaty it really means a lot! kaya salamat! kayo ang nais kong pasalamatan kayo kayo kayo la la la la i love you guys!…… :lol: ……… this year nakanuod ako ng concert ni sarah at ang saya saya hahahaha kasama ko mga adik kaya mas masaya (woo plastic hahahaha ) at this year naki tour ako kay sarah as in from southmall to sta rosa, fairview to bacoor, north edsa to abs-cbn hahaha (nakalimutan ko yung ibang malls!)…… naka attend ulit ako ng bday nya! wala lang mas masaya ngayon ang bday nya unlike last year! anu pa ba! ….. hmmm ASHLO moments grabeh sana marami pa next year…… what about faith slowly gaining ground….. thanx ulit sayo ate a little enlightment helps!…….. all in all i can say that this year was still great kahit na i may sometime feel that i am the worst person,  experiencing the worst day ever in this worst world (tama ba :lol: ) …… sana maging mas maganda next year sana i can keep the best and good times at yung mga bad as much as possible di na mangyari ulit i know hardships and problems will always be there but sana somehow kayanin ko! kakayanin ko! with the help of my family ang friends and of course the one above!

sarah+erik=love scheme

warning: you might find the following words,  sentences, phrases offending… this is just my sole opinion it does not reflect any of my co-fans and friends, it also does not mean that everything that you will read, is true! it’s only based on my theory and opinion…

you might be wondering whats the warning for? well it’s for the sarah and erik tandem or ASHRIK. i used to like this team up infact if piolo and sarah will not have a project together i can suit myself with sarah and erik tandem, but one day i woke up and i realized sarah and erik tandem is not a good idea after all. you wanna know why? please continue reading if not then go to hell! (echos!!! :lol: ) here it goes.

we all know that erik’s manager is boy abunda, being a fan i have noticed one thing about boy abunda, when erik meet rufa….. at first it was great that erik found someone to love, but as days passed by i realized that the lovers turn theirselves into a love scheme everyone is looking forward to… i think boy did that to prevent erik from the destructive rumors that he is gay, but at the same time have a press release stating that the rumor is not true so as the so called “love scheme” still be the talk of the town just in time for the promotions for their concert….. then in july they announced that they called it quits, just in time for the early promotion for his solo concert at the araneta, sarah did a guesting in show boy&kris where boy is the host and one of the guest is erik, i remember that boy even tease erik and sarah, being lovers someday or having a chance to have a romantic relationship someday, believe me i was so “kilig” that moment telling myself why not choknut, but now thinking about it, makes me feel that boy has plans even before erik met rufa. in august erik was one of the guest in sarah’s US concert tour, that’s when i start to feel that there is something wrong.

first boy agreed that erik will have the same billing as markB krisL and jimmyM have, knowing that erik is much of a star than this 3 guys, then i came up with the theory that maybe boy agreed in this because erik need sarah’s popularity on the US base filipinos there… because he will also have his own solo US concert tour there and it will really help if “kakapit na sya sa malakas!”

second i dont know maybe i just being “praning” or what (mas maganda nang maging praning kesa magtanga-tangahan katulad ni ruby :P ) but lately erik is being extra sweet extra accomodating to sarah, makes me think that boy told him to do so!

then i remember sandara parks, how she has lost her popularity as an artist and as a person because of what joseph bitangcol did to her, the “love scheme” thing did not do her any good! FYI joseph’s manager is also boy abunda…. so you see im scared that sarah will be just part of the so called “love scheme” i dont want her to end up like sandara did, sandara was used and abused by these people and who’s to blame……no one but herself!

again this is just my opinion, it doesn’t reflect any popsters, pexsters, ashlonians or any fans club! it doesn’t mean that everthing i have wrote holds any truth! this is just based on my observation! and please dont get me wrong i like erik he’s a great singer one of the best in our country it’s just that i dont want him being paired up with sarah! or you might think that im just being bitter about it because ASHLO dont have the same opportunity they have,  hell NO!!!!!………… titigan palang ni piolo at sarah CLOUD 9 na ako! i dont need the “love scheme” thing!

i want to be complete…. from s to h…

someone told me that my world is so big that it starts with a letter S and ends with a letter H….. guess who that is!… it’s sarah! i was shocked on how she said it like he was saying that other than sarah i dont have nothing! which is quite true! but i dont like the feeling after she said it to me i was like “what are you talking about!?”

the conversation starts by asking asking me if asap will be aired this sunday! and i told her nope it will be pre-empted because of kasal, kasali, kasalo and agent X44, then she said sa 14 wala ring asap? then i answered maybe or maybe it will just be moved on a later slot! and then i said it will be too much if asap will be pre-empted again… and then she asked me why? i answered, coz i haven’t seen sarah yet since the day she came back from her US tour! and then she said something like are you nuts? you always see her everynight and whole day in the computer, isn’t that enough? and i said i mean i haven’t seen her sing live at the asap or whatever! and that’s when she said “ang laki ng mundo mo ah! simula s hanggang h!”

after she said that i felt really bad, it’s like saying you should get a life! ok i admit for months all i know is sarah! but believe me i am trying to get a life other than sarah, i call friends up on the phone but whenever i do that they are not home yet, if i do text them a respond is like a wind in the air you feel them but you cannot see them that’s horrible to me! lovelife is not in my plans right now! if someone comes along they turn into a jerk even before i say yes to date, from the book i read i should stay away from guys like them., so apparently i really dont have a life other than sarah…. that is why i felt so bad last night until this morning, truth really hurts! but i dont complain, i mean it’s sarah, i’d rather go out in the mall to see her than a date with a jerk, i’d rather stay infront of this computer talking with the popsters and get a sound respond than call and text my friend just to find out that they are not there……( but i miss them)

have i told you that being a fan is not easy…. but fun. oh well i just miss sarah, that’s why i asked myself is it wrong to miss sarah? for her to react in that way! coz if it is…. im guilty!

these dreams

sa mga lurkers at laging nagbabasa sa aking blog andito na ang dreams account ko :lol:

 THE PALENGKE TOUR

it started tuesday na kasi madaling araw na nun, malamang! ang alam kong settings ng panaginip kong yun eh sa palengke oha oha kasi may mga isda eh tsaka manok na parang nagtitinda sa palengke….. napadaan dun si sarah di ko alam kung nagtitinda ba ako o bumibili haha…. so yun syempre mega lapit ako papicture at pa sign ng CD parang mall tour! haha….. tapos ang alam  ko nagpabalik balik ako nun kasi lagi akong may nakakalimutan papirmahan! yun lang haha…. sa palengke yung settings pero may pirmahan….. palengke tour ang tawag dun!! hahahaha…..

 BESTFRIEND

eto wdnesday naman… ang settings nito parang sa isang building sya eh kaloka bestfriend ako ni sarah dito wahahaha usually kasi hanggang sa dreams ko isa akong fan…. medyo naiba sya ngayon ang naalala ko lagi may pinaguusapan kami ni sarah na di ko naman alam kung anu :lol: :P pero alam mo yun close talaga kami kasi makiki tulog pa sana sya sa amin nun kaya lang ewan bakit di natuloy kasi chikahan na lang kami tsaka picturan! haha…..

KONTRABIDA

thurday naman ito magkakasunod talaga! haha….. ang weird ng dream ko na ito kontrabida kasi yung dating nya eh ang settings naman nito ay asap studio parang kakatapos lang ng Music room tapos kinausap sya ni martin nievera about something na ikinagalit ni martin he was saying na bakit mo sinabi yun kay luke mijares…. so si sarah hinabol nya si luke sinabi nya kay luke kaya kong pabagsakin ang carrer mo sabay walk out tapos nun wala na tapos na! haha….

bitin ang mga dreams ko nuh! kung pwede lang matulog ulit tapos to be continued ang dream :lol: bago pala ako magkaroon ng potdreams (potdreams is a state of mind where you dreamed about pot….para sa mga di adik na di alam!ang word na yun haha!) sabi ko kapag nagkaroon ako ng potdreams tataya ako sa lotto haha! kasi dati ko pa gusto tumaya baka swertihin alam mo yun one hit wonder milyonarya na! haha kaya lang di ako marunong tumaya! kaya yun idinaan ko sa fate! awow! hahaha….kaya lang kahit nanaginip na ako di parin ako tumataya di nga kasi ako marunong :lol: tsaka anung # itataya ko hahaha…..

 hello nga pala kay boss!!!! :P

the chronicle of a fan

ok blog muna bago ko gawin ang project ko hehe….. im a self confess sarah fanatic! super to the highest level! lahat ng latest updates alam ko kung hindi man i will hate myself haha… lahat ng posibleng di mo alam tungkol kay sarah malamang sa hindi alam ko like mahilig sya sa aso, nawala ang aso nyang si cho sa lacson street sa may sta cruz! speaking of sta cruz may salon at boutique sya dun! malapit sa UST “POPSTAR SALON AND BOUTIQUE“….. shine, cheng at gab ang nicknames ng mga kapatid nya! sya bebe, bebang, pot, shabs, emeng still counting haha….. kumakain sya ng halo-halo minus the ice! as in sahog lang, minsan syang sumakay ng ride na nakakatakot o nakakaikot ng tyan na ride yung tipong mapapasigaw ka! sa isang amusement park kung lahat sumisigaw dahil sa ride na yun sya hindi tamang nakapikit lang sya bawal sumigaw baka magasgas ang boses hehe…… nakapanuod sya minsan ng concert ni celine dion sa US oha oha! i can give you thousands of infos that you dont know ( except if your an addict!) about this girl but that wiil be another entry haha.

i’ve been a fanatic since 2004 haha 3 yrs na akong humahanga sa taong ito and did you know na more than 4 yrs pa lang si sarah sa business! di pa kasama yung mga penpen de sarapen ang tv days nya. isang taon bogo ko na-realize na avid fan ako! at first kasi in super denial ako! di naman kasi talaga ako mahilig sa artista! lalo na sa mga local acts ang baduy kaya! aasarin pa ako sa school ang uso kaya nun mga britney spears destiny’s child christina aguillera tapos isang sarah geronimo….. who the …. is she hehe…… wushu pero deep inside haha…..  so yun every year lalo akong naho-hook kasi lalo naman syang gumagaling every year………

nung nalaman kong gusto ko talaga sya i start to follow her! sa tv lang syempre di pa ako umaabot sa ganung level noon!, ngayon mo ako tanungin about dyan! haha…. malapit na akong maging stalker ni sarah :lol: going back, ang asap na di ko trip panuorin noon ngayon cant stand to miss one episode unless sarah is not there….. sarah the teen princess awow! di pa ako ganun ka-hook (hirap gamitin ang salitang adik di naman kasi ako adik! :lol: ) kaya marami akong na-miss na episode may klase pa kasi ako sa hapon! pero kapag gusto kong manuod talaga ng STTP walang makakapigil sa akin kahit school…. nag-cut ako ng klase ko dahil sa STTP haha not once but many times haha luckily yung prof ko that time madalas ding absent! oha oha kung ang mga student ngayon di pumapasok sa klase dahil sa computer games ako kay sarah :lol: at alam mo ba na inuulit kong panuorin ang STTP ngayon sa YT kasi nga kahit nag-cut ako ng klase noon may mga na-miss parin akong epi! ni di ko nga alam bakit nandun si alwyn wahaha… sa album you name it meron ako nyan from popstar a dream come true to sweet 16 na nag shift sa the other side of sarah na napunta sa bituing walang ning ning OST na nag take flight sa taking flight nya actually kulang pa yan eh wala pa ako nung can this be love OST, sing along with sarah, nung 1st year college ako meron akong gustong gusto na bilhin na album nya along with the other champs yung night of the champions live CD, hinahanap ko ngayon yun wala na akong makita! magazines! medyo kulang ako nito eh kasi naman wala akong budget nyan dati eh ngayon meron na! :P sa dyaryo di masyado nababasa ko naman sa site eh haha unless meron din syang article sa phil star dekwatin ko na lang yung nandito sa office :P paminsan-minsan sa tabloid at niiipon ko yan haha sabi ng ate ko sa akin anu yan collection? haha oo bakit?…. wala lang akong time asikasuhin ang scrap book ko! hehe…..

at kung anu reaction ng family ko? …………………….. wala lang haha minsan nasisita ako pero i think they got used to me na rin haha… dati kasi halos araw araw akong nagpapatugtug ng CD ni sarah! bago ako pumasok sa school! sabi ng mama ko sa akin anu ba yan kabisado ko na lahat ng kanta ni sarah! ang ingay ingay puro na lang sarah! haha that’s when i realized na im being to insensitive! na ako lang ang hook kay sarah! na ako lang! kaya since then bihira na lang akong magpatugtug as per request na lang ng pamangkin ko…. hahaha kaya napa bili ako noon ng mp3 na puro sarah lang talaga ang laman kaya nasira yun eh wala nang ibang alam tugtugin :lol: ngayon computer ko naman hahahaha…… sa mga fwends ko naman wag na wag silang magkaka mali na i-compare si sarah sa ibang singers lalo na kay shin dahil dadanak ang dugo! haha…. charus i do take naman criticisms pero di mo maiaalis sa akin ang ipagtanggol yung tao automatic na yan kung talagang nagkamali si sarah, halimbawa sa pagkanta may reasons yan as in ang daming reasons hanggang makalusot at matanggap nila na ganun talaga si sarah yun eh :lol: pero minsan talaga may masasakit na comments lalo na kung galing sa ibang tao at di sa adik! :P

being a fan madami na akong na-experince at nadama it’s quite hard pero masaya rin naman! there’s this instance na may # si sarah sa asap and kasabay ko manuod ang ate ko (lagi kami ang magka jamming sa tv every sunday haha!) may comment sya na talagang tumatak sa akin haha! here it goes “anu ba yan si sarah! ang boring naman magperform nyan!” ouch! it hurts! masakit talaga! as in yung ilang araw kong dinamdam yun! haha napaka simple ng comment nyang yun pero ewan ko ba! talagang tinamaan ako eh since then lahat na ng side comments nya masakit! seryoso, i admit i am very sensitive when it come to sarah! as in! ayoko na nasisita ako na tigilan mo na si sarah! ayokong pinagsasabihan ako tapos sabay segway about sarah when in fact walang connect si sarah sa ginawa ko! it really annoys me super! ok lang kung mga war freak addict ang mag sabi at mag bigay ng comment ng ganun! kasi yun sarado na ang mga isip nila na ayaw nila si sarah… kahit pa napaka ganda ng performance ni sarah pangit parin! what hurts the most is the people close to you but dont know how sensitive you are! pero as i have said i take criticisms! so yung sa ate ko at sa iba pang nakakakilala sa akin na di adik kay sarah na mas maraming side comments, carry lang! it’s all part of the biggest journey of my life as a fan!

ayan mega kwento ako about me being a fan madami pa yan kaya lang kasi nga ang haba haba na nito! parang nobela na ang ginagawa ko! haha….. i’ll post na lang another entry about this as for now eto muna! hehe…… parang ang dami ko nang utang na entry! hehe…