sweet,… seriously sweet!!!! 8 mos since my last entry i got caught up with things i have on my hand,.. i’ve quit my job with PLDT i have a new one now started last feb,.. been very active to ashlo,.. got more addicted to sarah,.. happy to find someone who can make you feel everything will be alright ( can you not!! 
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well anyways im just tired as of the moment & that i have a connection here in the office so yeah im taking advantage of it hahaha…. im a user employee hahaha,.. sarah’s birthday will be on saturday im surprise im not that excited at all i mean im excited to see sarah again as always but not the celebration dont know why,.. i dont have a gift because i dont know what to give her anymore she already have everything i have given her my everything i cant think of anything else to give her,…. well maybe,…. im just tired to give something to her but i love sarah i will find a way to give something to her it just,.. again im tired & i dont know why,…..
my work is more tiring not physically maybe emotionally this company is giving me stress,.. so much of it that i hate every second in it,… but i love my work now its better than what i have in PLDT its way way less work hahaha… but its eating me up down to the core hahaha….. but i like it even if salary is not even half of what i earn in PLDT hahaha maybe again im just tired!………
Ashlo is getting worse every thread,.. every year!!!…. & i dont know why i still let myself believe there could be something with them,. its pathetic & annoying! but i still hold on i still believe i still…………. well i love the thought that maybe,… just maybe they can see what we see, they can feel what we feel,… i love the idea of them doing a project together,.. i love the moments in asap even if it happens once every blue moon,… i love them even if piolo courts KC even if sarah thinks piolo is out of her league,.. even if the destiny is our nemesis i still love them i still look forward to those moments its just sometimes i get tired,.. so i tired i almost give up!
so i thought sarah is my world, my life & the air that i breathe never knew somewhere along this journey i will find someone who will share the stage with sarah hahaha….. (stop laughing & teasing) but sometimes things got out of hand & then it starts ………..hah!…..its really stressful sometimes but i love this place this thing that im into i just cant leave because im stressed out,… coz it will be more stressful & depressing if i do,…. coz i cant, i just cant, im not suppose to…….. im too happy & inspired to just give up that easy,.. yeah there are times that im so tired about it at least im not still sick about it hahaha i guess its something i can hold on to! we get tired sometimes so we argue fuss & fight i think but i love this place,.. this person to just be tired i should be ashmed of my heart! 
so this entry is all because im tired i should be going home but home is also tiring,… so i should just stop breathing if ever i get so tired of life itself kidding! till my next entry!
