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someone told me that my world is so big that it starts with a letter S and ends with a letter H….. guess who that is!… it’s sarah! i was shocked on how she said it like he was saying that other than sarah i dont have nothing! which is quite true! but i dont like the feeling after she said it to me i was like “what are you talking about!?”

the conversation starts by asking asking me if asap will be aired this sunday! and i told her nope it will be pre-empted because of kasal, kasali, kasalo and agent X44, then she said sa 14 wala ring asap? then i answered maybe or maybe it will just be moved on a later slot! and then i said it will be too much if asap will be pre-empted again… and then she asked me why? i answered, coz i haven’t seen sarah yet since the day she came back from her US tour! and then she said something like are you nuts? you always see her everynight and whole day in the computer, isn’t that enough? and i said i mean i haven’t seen her sing live at the asap or whatever! and that’s when she said “ang laki ng mundo mo ah! simula s hanggang h!”

after she said that i felt really bad, it’s like saying you should get a life! ok i admit for months all i know is sarah! but believe me i am trying to get a life other than sarah, i call friends up on the phone but whenever i do that they are not home yet, if i do text them a respond is like a wind in the air you feel them but you cannot see them that’s horrible to me! lovelife is not in my plans right now! if someone comes along they turn into a jerk even before i say yes to date, from the book i read i should stay away from guys like them., so apparently i really dont have a life other than sarah…. that is why i felt so bad last night until this morning, truth really hurts! but i dont complain, i mean it’s sarah, i’d rather go out in the mall to see her than a date with a jerk, i’d rather stay infront of this computer talking with the popsters and get a sound respond than call and text my friend just to find out that they are not there……( but i miss them)

have i told you that being a fan is not easy…. but fun. oh well i just miss sarah, that’s why i asked myself is it wrong to miss sarah? for her to react in that way! coz if it is…. im guilty!