i dont know what to do with my life anymore there are times that i just want to give up and leave it all behind and forget all the things that breaks my heart in two…. life sucks it only gives headaches and heartaches it doesn’t make any sense, how can one person grow with all the pain that person is suffering, how can one person move on and go on with his life and find his own happiness when thers this thing holding him back, how can one person live a life being happy when his heart is full of sorrow and loneliness… tell me how?…. coz it doesnt really makes any sense… life is unfair and it will always be…this truth even it hurts will never be changed no matter what i do…. but evethough the sun doesn’t shine as bright as he should be i always hope for the better, hoping against hope that someday life would be kind to me and fate will be forgiving!!!!
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mousmous said,
August 16, 2007 at 10:55 am
hi tinster,
Why are you tagging this as senseless writing naman? its not senseless after all.
cheer up!
I don’t know how much pain does your experiences had brought you, but I pray for your courage and peace of mind to face your afflictions .
You know, each of us had suffered our own dose of pain and heartaches, the only difference is the degree it had hurt us, and by the way you wrote your thoughts, seems that the degree is higher.
But pain, instead of being an obstacle for us, or a hindrance that prevents us from being happy, it can be the thing that could lead us to our spiritual growth. Go and find that way. Pain leads us to search for that answers, or that cure for our heartaches, however, pray to God to guide your way towards the place where you can find that cure.
God answers all prayers, not in our own definitinon of time, but in His time.
Just want to share this with you, this is an excerpt from The Daily Bread:
The Good That Pain Can Do
Far from being an obstacle to our spiritual growth, pain can be the instrument of it – if were trained by it. It can push us closer to God and deeper into His Word. It is a means by which He graciously shapes us to be like His Son, gradually giving us the compassion, contentment, tranquility and courage we long and pray for. Without pain, we wouldn’t be all that God wants us to be. His strength shines brightest through human weakness.
Has God set you apart today to receive instruction through suffering and pain? Endure this training patiently. He can turn the trial into a blessing. He can use it to draw you close to His heart and to His Word, teach you the lessons He intends for you to learn, and use it to bestow the grace on you.
God is making more of you – something much better-than you ever thought possible.
Whatever God teaches us through pain is gain.
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Don’t feel bad about life, may sad times talaga, but don’t dwell on those times, move on and bee happy, bee positive. I believe Sarah was there para ma-cheer up ka, dahil kapag nakikita mo si Sarah, she depicts how good life can be. So God is using her as inspiration for us all. Therefore, look forward to that positive outlook. Work if you need to work hard, but have fun to your heart’s content at the same time. If ever you’re into conflict with somebody and its making you sad, go and pray that God teach your heart to forgive, not only those people who had hurt you, but also to forgive yourself for the things that you think you did wrong. Be strong always, ask God for the strength.
Wag ka na malungkot ha? You are making us sad for you din
naks! Basta dito lang kami, kahit espiritu lang. hehe 
Sana ma-feel mo spirits namin wee 
At kung gusto mo ng isa pang ate, dito lang din ako, pati daw si Nieerz andito lang, breezing around para maging clown sa’yo 
naks talaga! 
Yihee!!! tatawa na yan! Sumakit ang bangs ko in fairness! LOL!
tinsters said,
August 17, 2007 at 3:50 am
senseless kasi wala akong maisip nun na magandang title tapos may naisip ako na parang walang sense then yun na nga yun na lang ang title hehehe….
and again salamat ulit sa words of wisdom hehehe…… honestly when i was reading it i was kinda “bible study ito!” i find it cute kasi if parang bible study nga ito it would be my first time hehehehe…….and at the same time i felt so ashamed coz im not really familiar to the bible!….and that i did not really seek the help of God and i dont know why (i didn’t come wehehehe sabay kanta!)
basta ate thanx talaga it means a lot! kahit espiritu lang you showed you care!bakit sumakit ang bangs?hehehe……
mousmous said,
August 17, 2007 at 6:42 pm
hala! ganun at parang bible study ba? actually galing lang sa devotion yan, not the actual bible study, mas madugo yun, pero full of blessings.
Bakit naman di mo ni-seek ang help ni God? Di ka na ba naniniwala sa kanya? Do you believe that you suffer pain because you deserve it? Or because God does not love the people who suffer a lot? Well, sabi nga dun sa sharing, di naman talaga komo may pain ay punishment na yun. Life is too complicated for us to understand, moreover, God’s wisdom is too wide for human to fathom it. Wala pang nakakagawang umunawa ng lubusan sa wisdom ni God.
But as promised by Him, recorded in the Bible, all we need to do is place our faith adn trust to Him, believe, wag na daw tayong ma-pride at hard-headed people. Napanood mo ba yung The Passion of the Christ movie, its the closest depiction of how much Jesus suffered just to receive the punishment na dapat ay sa lahat ng tao binigay coz of our wrongdoings.
Kaya kung ikumpara natin ang sufferrings natin, walang sinabi sa sinapit ni Jesus before. And mind you, siguro ay ngayon mo lang maririnig ito, si Jesus kasi, accdg, sa description ng bible, eh walang kaakit-akit sa kanya, di siya mayaman, at ang pagkaka-describe sa physical appearance niya ay masasabing “hindi maganda” (ni-quote ko). Kaya ba pag sinasabi niyang siya ang King of Jews, di siya pinaniwalaan and the Jews, God’s people, held him for treason, kaya naparusahan siya pero di naman siya guilty. But it has to happen, dahil dun destined ang pag-katawang tao ni Jesus, kailangan niyang maghirap at mamatay, dahil kung hindi, ang tao ang mag-suffer nun.
At lahat ng sakit mula sa pag-latigo hanggang sa pagpako sa cross ay naramdaman niya, bukod sa sakit ng panghahamak at pangungutya ng mga taong dahilan ng misyon niya dito sa lupa. Bilang tao, si Jesus ay naging katulad natin, may 5 senses, but with the wisdom and glory of the Living God.
Naku, naging bible study na nga ito…hehe….hope you don’t mind. I felt like sharing again. Masarap ikwento ang tungkol kay Jesus sa mga willing makinig, ewan ko lang kung willing ka. hehe
Si Jesus kasi, friend, comforter, best friend actually….pag wala kang matakbuhan, kahit bumulong ka lang habang nakapikit ang yong eyes, of if not, tumingin ka lang sa langit at kausapin mo siya, kahit sabihin mo lang “Tulungan mo naman ako…” yun lang, napaka-effective nun. Di natin kailangan ng mahabang prayers or words para marinig niya tayo, at lalong di din kailangan humarap sa kung saang image para manalangin, dahil bago pa tayo kumatok sa kanya, alam na niya ang kailangan natin, and God is alive, and His in the form of spirit. Kaya nga sabi, nandyan lang siya at nag-iintay sa iyong atensiyon.
(email ko yung kasunod nito)
tinsters said,
August 22, 2007 at 7:49 am
naks may kasunod talaga hehehehe…….ayus lang ate kasi ganyan din ate ko sa akin hehehe not that na hindi ako naniniwala it’s just that nahihiya ako kay God, nung hisgschool ako mas malala pa kasi sa emotional issues ang problema ko, i felt that God does not exist dahil kung nag exist sya yung mga nangyari sa akin lahat nang naramdaman ko lahat ng sakit (wushu drama hahaha) eh di ko mararamdaman or kung may sakit man sana man lang di ganun ka sakit! highschool sobwang lungkot talaga ng mga panahon na yun parang darkest days of my life talaga felt so alone talaga no one to talked to kahit kausapin ko si God parang di sya nawawala parang di natatapos parang naisip ko nun talaga wala nga siguro sya as in wala talaga……
then nung before matapos ako ng HS binawi ko yung sinabi ko na wala sya like something inside me changed nag iba ng pananaw then nag college ako xempre may theology subj hehehehe i have learned to cope up with my pain and anxiety face them meet new friends maghanap ng pagkakaabalahan kesa ang mag drama hehehe pero yun na nga after nang ginawa ko kay God i feel na hindi ako deserve sa mga lahat, na marinig ang teachings nya ang lumapit at humingi ng tulong ang kausapin sya di po sa iniiwas ko ang sarili ko siguro di ko lang po talaga kaya sa ngayon na harapin si God after ng ginawa ko saka na lang kapag makapal na ang mukha ko ulit na harapin at emotionally tanggap ko na talaga sa sarili ko na nanjan si God para tulungan ako…..i do hope na naiintindihan mo po yung situation ko ayan parang sharing na ito hehehe….pero ok lang po na mag bigay ng bible study or whatever it might help my spiritual lackness hehehe…..
mousmous said,
August 22, 2007 at 2:09 pm
ganun ba, i understand you naman, and what you’re feeling. its ok, pero di ba, perhaps God is using other people to send you His message, baka kasi sabi ni God, panahon na para isipin mo ang sarili mo at ang pakiki-relate mo sa Kanya. Naiintindihan kita, pwamis, di talaga madali yan, it will take time per mag-heal din ang wounded heart mo…siguro lang ay nasa stage yan ng re-generation sa ngayon, kaya di pa masyado keri hehe. Actually, in your case, you need more sharing and counselling, not bible study, it comes after hehe…..and it will come naturally, baka isang araw, magisnan mo na lang nag sarili mo having that urge to learn more about God.
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sige eto ang sharing from The Daily Word:
Today’s Daily Word – Wednesday, August 22, 2007
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Communicate
I speak and listen from the love of God in my heart.
As I think about how often I may talk to others in a typical day, I realize that I am given opportunities to bring healing, peace, and joy to them through what I say.
And I do, as I speak with love and kindness. I also listen to others, putting all judgment aside. With strangers and loved ones alike, I communicate from the sacred love at the core of my being.
In my daily prayers, I spend time in the silence where I am conscious of the still small voice within. With heart and mind, I am prepared to both speak and listen from a place of absolute love and acceptance.
I imagine and anticipate the positive results that will follow when, each time I communicate with another, I choose to do so from the love of God in my heart.
“If I speak in the tongues of mortals and of angels, but do not have love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal.”–1 Corinthians 13:1
tinsters said,
August 23, 2007 at 2:45 am
naks parang malala na yun ah hehehe sharing ang counselling hehe…… baka nga po ate this is the moment hahaha salamat po sa pag share ng kind words and encouragement alam mo po yun lagi kang napapadaan dito just to boost my spirit hehe…..thank you po talaga!
mousmous said,
August 24, 2007 at 6:43 pm
haha! hindi naman sa malala, ano ba naman ung sharing, sharing ng mga morale booster, spirit uplifter at kalokohan para tumawa at sumaya ang buhay
maganda nga ung nakakapag-blog ka, nailalabas mo gusto mong sabihin hehe
at isa pa nababasa ng iba wehehe 
tinsters said,
August 28, 2007 at 3:29 am
nyahehehehe ikaw lang naman nagbabasa sa blog ko eh taz may isang naligaw!hahahaha pero salamat talaga ate! as in!
mousmous said,
August 28, 2007 at 2:48 pm
di mo kasi pinapakita blog mo, kundi ka pa nadulas sa pagta-type
tinsters said,
August 29, 2007 at 2:19 am
kasi mdjo shyness ako ang weird ko nga gumawa ako ng blog taz di ko sineshare hahahaha….
sister mo said,
September 6, 2008 at 1:09 am
sis, life is really unfair that no matter what happened and how we complain we should continue living, the only stop you can do is stop breathing in w/c i don’t think you want to happened as of this moment of time.
continue dreaming continue living continue loving for life is journey for no one really knows what future it can be although we can choice the way to end of the tunnel but still we can’t tell what’s in the end of that tunnel if it’s gold silver or simply nothing, atleast we enjoy the journey of different emotion…..
you are young and you can still encounter a lot!!!!
live life to the fullest!!!!!