english yourself!!!(kausapin mo sarili mo!) II

I thought Jay’s ex-girlfriend was really out of our lives. But heaven only goes that I was wrong. Kakakasal pa lang namin nun when Jay received a uninamous text. “Meet me at the clinic.” I had a stinking feeling in my butt. I told him not to go. It might in danger him. Pero sabi niya, ok lang daw because life is what we
make. Tumahimik lang ako. Sabi niya, “Penny for you talks.” But I didn’t know what to say. Beggars can’t be losers. Isa pa, worried talaga ako na baka yung girl yun. Jay said, “Can’t got your tongue?” I tried to smile at him. Kahit di ako nagsalita, actions speak louder than works, di ba?

Be that as is may, umalis pa rin siya. I was out of the loophole. After a few hours, I called him on his cellphone. But my calls fell on Jeff’s ears. Lalo akong nag-worry kasi I didn’t even know Jeff. Sabi na nga ba di na dapat umalis si Jay. That’s what I’m talking
about it.

So I tried calling some friends who will help me find Jay. That’s what friends are for naman di ba? But I just faced a blank mall. I had to do this alone. Nag-taxi na lang ako. Pero ang mahal na pala ng plug down rate.

When I got to the clinic, the security was really buffed up. Di basta-basta makakapasok. So I said, “I beg your cordon. I’m patient. It’s my favorite virtue nga e.” Nagduda yata yung isang
guard. Hinawakan ako sa arm. The nerd! I shouted, “Don’t touch me not!” Buti na lang the other guards were nice and said, “Come on, let’s join us.”

When I went inside, parang I’ve been there, done there. Nung walang nakatingin, nag-explore ako. Nakarating ako sa top floor and I had a bird’s IQ of the clinic. I could not explain it but I was drawn to a room on the floor. Siguro Divine Intermission na yun.

Parang may narinig akong umuungol. I was thorn. Di ko alam kung aalis ba ako o papasukin ko. It made me stick in the stomach to think that Jay and his ex-girlfriend were there. I tried
to tell myself to slower my expectations. But to tell with it! I
had to strike while the iron is not. I had to hear the truth from the corpse’s mouth. I barraged in. O my gas! Si Jay, naka-strap sa operating table, parang genie pig sa isang nakakatakot na experiment. He was on the cutting edge. He was bleeding. At
ang doctor na nagpapahirap sa kanya, ang ex-girlfriend niya at ang bago nitong boyfriend, ang nurse na si Walter. Doon ko napatunayang blood is thicker than Walter.

Guess watch? Di ko alam kung paano ko nagawa pero I was able to search and rescue Jay. Siguro adrenaline brush na yun.

Now, he’s recovering. Nag-sorry siya na hindi siya nakinig sa akin. I know it’s a better pill to swallow your pride so it’s forgive and forget me not. All swell that end swell. I know we should kiss and put on makeup.

Ang ex-girlfriend naman niya at si Walter, nakakulong na. Detention is really better than cure. So the moral of the lesson is: if symptoms persist, insult your doctor.

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again from someone who english herself (kinakausap ang sarili) :lol:

english yourself!!! (kausapin mo sarili mo!)

We’ ve been friends for a long time ago. We come from the same alma mother. Actually, our paths crossed one time on another. But it’s only now that I gave him a second look. I realized that beauty is in the eyes. The pulpbits of my heart went fast, really fast. Cute pala siya. And then, he came over with me. He said, “I
hope you don’t mine. Can I get your number?” Nag-worry ako. What if he doesn’t give it back? He explained naman na it’s so we could keep intact daw. Sabi ko, connect me if i’m wrong but are you asking me ouch? Nabigla siya. Sagot niya, The! Aba ! Parang siya pa ang galit! Persona ingrata!!! Ang kapal niya! I cried buckles of tears.

Na-guilty yata siya. Sabi niya, isipin mo na lang na this is a blessing in the sky. Irregardless daw of his feelings, we’ll go ouch na rin. Now, we’re so in love. Mute and epidemic na ang past. Thanks God we swallowed our fried. Kasi, I’m 33 na and I’m
running our time. After 2 weeks, he plopped the question. “Will you marriage me?” I’m in a state of shocked. Kasi mantakin
mo, when it rains, it’s four! This is true good to be true. So siyempre, I said yes. Love is a many splendor.

Pero nung inaayos ko na ang aming kasal, everything swell to pieces. Nag-di-dinner kami noon nang biglang sa harap ng aming table, may babaeng humirit ng, “Well, well, well. Look do we have
here.” What the fuss! The nerd ng babaeng yon! She said they were still on. So I told her, whatever is that, cut me some slacks! I didn’t want this to get our hand kaya I had to sip it in the bud. She accused me of steeling her boyfriend. Ats if! I don’t want to
portrait the role of the other woman. Gosh, tell me to the marines! I told her, “please, mine you own business!” Who would
believe her anyway?

Dahil it’s not my problem anymore but her problem anymore, tumigil na rin siya ng panggugulo. Everything is coming up daisies. I’m so happy. Even my boyfriend said liketwice. He’s so supportive. Sabi niya, “Look at is this way. She’s our of our
lives.”

Kaya advise ko sa inyo – take the risk. You can never
can tell. Just burn the bridge when you get there. Life is shorts. If you make a mistake, we’ll just pray for the internal and external repose of your soul. I second emotion.

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from someone who english herself (kausapin ang sarili) :lol:

loaded

remember the guy i told you who i think has lots of issues in his life well we did have our little conversation but not enough to tell that we are friends digitally. now i dont know what he did to his weblog it’s gone his last reply to me was, he is thinking if he will continue writng or not, i guessed he decided to stop writing maybe he thinks that his life is being open to the people, and how pathetic of him to feel those things, i think thats the reason why he suddenly stopped writing.

oh well it’s his life he has the right to just erase and pretend it did not happened, i just hope that he finds the happiness he wants the people he needs the love he longs for. i really symphatize in what he is going through for i experienced it too.

gusto ko lang mag kwento

halos maghapon ko nang pinakikinggan ang listen ni idol hehehe wala lang pag naririnig ko kasi ito naalala ko si regine at ang kanyang alleged walkout during the show. napanuod ko na sya maayos naman yung pagkaka-kanta nya eh nakalimots lang sa lyrics pero ok naman sya lahat naman ata ng singers at some point eh nakakalimutan ang lyrics so forgiven na yung ginawa ni regine di ko lang talaga ma-gets kung bakit kailangan nyang umalis while SOP is airing hehe weird talaga, anyways di yan ang gusto kong i-kwento hehehe intro lang kung baga!(may mga ganun!) ahahaha…

kanina wala akong magawa sa buhay ko nakapag BR na ako sa forum at site ni idol na-check ko na ang e-mail ko pati friendster i’m starting to get bored so pumunta ako ng blog ko for another lecture kay teacher hehe (peace hehe) tsaka para mag basa  nginsights ng mga tao dito hahaha may nakita ako isang blogger na malaki ang hang up sa mundo at sa sarili nya hehehe….sa life tag.

binasa ko lahat ng writings nya and kahit sa writings lang makikita po ng pasilip yung personality nya. try ko i-describe ha parang lost sya, marahil di nya alam kung anu ang purpose nya more over parang ayaw na nyang gumising pa ng isa pang araw para lang pag daanan ulit yung mga bagay na nagiging sanhi ng EMO-ness nya, mahilig syang kumain mag isa, or mahilig syang mapag isa.

actually ganyan din ako nung high school ako though di ako kumakain mag isa hehe di na lang ako kakain kesa ang mag isa ako hehe i have my friends naman, circle of friends pa nga sya kasi wala daw pero my friends din siguro konti lang yung sa kanya (parang ang yabang ko hehehehe) anyways ganun din ang pakiramdam ko na parang lahat naka tingin sayo na parang may mali sayo, na parang wala kang karapatan at some point na makasalamuha sila hehehe

nag iwan ako ng comment sa kanya wala lang trip ko lang di ko nga alm bakit ko nakwento ito heheheh and one more thing ang galing nyang mag sulat like di ka mabobored magbasa o dahil same sentiments lang kami kaya ganun basta nung nabasa ko sya feeling dapat ko syang maging kaibigan to lessen up the loneliness and emptiness na nararamdaman nya pero ayoko  namang mag exxert ng effort :lol: ang gulo ko nuh hahahaha basta yun na yun….

your choice, your trailer

kanina napagutusan ako ng boss ko a.k.a tita hehe na pumunta ng ML lhuiller kwarta padala (tama ba?) hehehe….so ako naman ok sige kasi wala naman akong magagawa kahit tita ko yun boss ko parin sya di pwedeng tumanggi pero ayoko nga sana kasi mega abang nga ako sa full trailer ng pangarap na bituin kaya nung umalis ako wish ko na sana di yun mapalabas habang ako ay wala.

so ayun na nga akalain mong ang layo pala nun hehe, pero di naman ganun kalayo yung sapat na para pagpawisan ang kepet mo hahaha ang init kasi eh hehe…..so nandun na nga ako MLKP 1st time ko magawi dun buti na lang mabait si manong guard mega assist sya sa akin kaya lang itong tita ko parang 1st time din magpadala kulang yung infos na binigay sa akin di ko tuloy makumpleto yung form na dapat kong i-fill-up eh walang phone dun kaya wala akong choice ulit bumalik ako sa office mega lakad ulit alam mo yun nakakapagod tsaka inaalala ko talaga yung pangarap na bituin hehehehe……

habang naglalakad ako syempre patingin tingin sa paligid alam mo naman sa avenida maraming mga bagay na binebenta tv cp pc load mp3 ipod tsinelas at pati ata sarili (pero di ba uso nanaman ang bagansya hehehe) eh napatingin ako sa gawing kaliwa ko sakto sa may tv nakita ko si rica sabay naging si sarah aba’t akalain mo ang pinakahihintay kong full trailer ng pangarap na bituin nataranta ako di ko kasi alam gagawin ko kung hihinto ako sa gitna ng sidewalk o patuloy akong maglalakad! pero may choice ako this time hahaha….

pinili kong manuod huminto talaga ako kahit wala syang sound carry lang pinanuod ko lang talaga sya alam mo naman ako tambay (di adik!) kaya talagang tinapos ko sya hehehe after nun di ko alam kung matatawa ako sa sarili ko o maiinis ako kasi wrong timing yung utos ni tita hehehehe……..

kasalanan ko ba

nagpunta ako sa sm fairview last aug 12 wala lang hulaan mo kung bakit ako nag punta dun? wehehehehe tama ka!ang galing mo nag shopping ako nyahahaha joke lang, tagalog ako ngayon nose bleed na kasi pag nag english pa ulit hahahahhaa anyways yun na nga nag punta ako dun para syempre makita si sarah! anu pa nga ba! ang layo kaya ng fairview taz mag shopping lang ako anu yun! hehehehe…..

nagpunta ako dun kasi aalis na nga sya (umalis na sya kahapon) eh mami-miss ko sya talaga kahit di kami close mangungulila talaga ako sa kanya buti na nga lang may internet at youtube kahit papaano eh maiibsan ang pangungulila ko! tapos may teleserye pa sya sa sept 03 na ipapalabas kaya siguro makakaya ko ang 6 weeks na wala sya! (sana) …… pero ninais ko talaga na makita sya kaya kahit di ko alam ang daan papunta sa kaadikan ko hala sige larga lang hehehehe…….may kasama naman ako kapwa ko adik!kaya di na rin ako masyadong nag alala!

umalis ako sa bahay namin nang hindi sinsabi kung saan talaga ako papatungo ang sabi ko dyan lang ako sa letre hehehe ang bad ko nu!, di naman sa pagbabawalan ako kaya lang ayoko lang isipin ng ate ko na masyado akong nawiwili kay sarah at baka paghigpitan pa ako nun!pero alam ko namang alam nya kung saan talaga ako pupunta eh 3 lang naman ang dahilan ko kapag wala ako sa bahay una patungo akong trabaho pangalawa patungo ako kay sarah at pangatlo na ubod ng dalang eh patungo sa mga kaibigan ko, di ko nga rin alam bakit pa ako nag sinungaling alam din naman pala nila dapat pala di ko na lang ako nag salita hehehehe…

so ayun na nga bago ako nag punta ng sm dumaan muna ako talaga ng letre kasi yung kasama ko di pwedeng umalis kung di ko sya susunduin sa kanila di ba kamusta naman yun naging guardian ako minsan sa buhay ko hehehe ang nakakatawa lang kasi para syang 13 yrs old na kailangan talagang sunduin eh ka-edad ko lang naman yown heheheh pero sige na nga naiintindihan ko na rin naranasan ko nang mag hintay sa isang taong mahalaga sayo na punong puno ng pag aalala….so yun na nga nung napaalam ko na na sya deretso na kami sa sm ang haba ng byahe wala lang kasi parang nakakainip mag hintay o exited lang talaga ako hehehehe.

pagkarating namin dun may isa pa kaming kaibigan na naghihintay sa amin hehehe bale 3 kami ang saya diba, pero nung nakarating na kami sa activity area dun na nag simula ang pagkainis ko as in late kasi ako actually ang aga ko na nga nun eh pero di wala parin ang sikip! as in talaga! siksikan halos magpalit na nga kami talaga ng mukha ng katabi ko! di maganda yung pwesto namin kasi nasa likod kami eh mga halimaw sa tangkad yung nasa harap namin eh as in ang sakit na ng binti ko kakatingkayad! pero tiniis ko na lang din kasi makikita ko naman si sarah…… so sige na lang hinintay ko nang hinintay ng hinintay ng hinintay ng hinintay ng hinintay si sarah pero wala parin sya nakakainip at nakakapagod!

so mega sight na lang ako sa mga tao, napaisip na lang ako na si sarah kasi yun kaya ganun kadami ang tao so somehow natuwa na rin ako sa mga pangyayari! sa paglilibot ng aking mata nakita ko ang popsters, sa apat na taon ko na pagiging fan, at sa pagiging suki ko sa mga malltour nakagawian ko nang tingnan lang sila mula sa malayo, pinagmamasdan sila, yung mga kakulitan nila yung mga usapan nila (di ko naririnig wala akong bionic ears hehe) wala lang di ko talaga magawang lumapit sa kanila kahit pa parang namumukhaan na nila ako, para kasing si sarah ang popsters masaya na akong pagmasdan sila mula sa malayo! hehehehehe…..so yun na nga ang tagal talaga ni sarah nagkaroon na nga ng mini concert yung cercado sisters eh (forgive the spelling) hehehe nalaro na lahat ng posibleng laro sa mundo!hehehe (exxag!).

mga 6:30pm na yata sya dumating o mas late pa!at dahil late sya 2 songs lang ang kinanta nya na supposedly eh 3 songs yun. ayan na nga lumabas na sya lumabas din ang mga naglalakihang ulo at naglalaparang likod! kung adik ako mas adik sila! nasa unahan na nga nagsisitayo pa! eh syempre ako di ko na makita ang prinsesa eh kaya nga ako nandun para makita sya! tapos may mga ganung effect! gusto ko na nga talagang mag take flight na lang para kitang kita ko si sarah! haiz!

pirmahan sessions na di muna kami pumila kasi nakakapagod tumayo ng higit 4hrs! isa pa grabe talaga yung crowd eh akala mo naman aalis si sarah nagtutulakan pa ever! nung numipis yung tao saka kami pumila pero grabeh di talaga maganda ang experience ko sa sm fairview!hehehe di lalapit na kay sarah para magpapirma yung mga guard naman ang pasaway akala mo najajabebs na hindi mo maintindihan, nagmamadali kasi pagka pirma halos itulak ka na pababa sa stage! yun yung pinaka nakakainis na part talaga as in sa inis ko di na ako nakapag react! ni hindi man lang ako nakapag HI kay sarah or whatever! di ko man lang na-savor yung moment nakakinis talaga!!!!

kaya kapag nagka MT ulit dun si sarah never na akong babalik dun ang pangit talaga ng experience ko pinaka makipot na MT na napuntahan ko!!!!! buti na lang si sarah talaga ang dahilan ng pagpunta ko dun kungdi siguro sising sisi ako heheheh….pero di ako talaga nagsi sisi kahit ganun pa nangyari sa akin masaya parin at nakita ko si sarah bago man lang sya umalis.

electric fan (story of an addict)

i started the week with a smile and it looks like i will end it with a frown! i cant help but feel bad about what has happened this week it’s like a whirlwind of surprises and emotions! and i dont like the feeling i cant even sing along with the music i am listening right now! (it’s my favourite).

before monday entered i know that eveything will be just as fine and hoped that everything will be alright. plus the fact that i saw sarah before monday came. i saw sarah at her malltour at sm southmall las pinas! yes you read it right!from caloocan to las pinas! it’s a bit crazy and it only goes to show how addict i am! anyways she was there to promote her latest album entitled taking flight! and yes i bought myself one, eventhough i’m having a hard time managing my money matter problems i just cant help it! i just found myself saying “kasya pa naman gang tuesday, taz sahod na nun!” so there i am with my fellow addict!hehe (but not as much as i am, i guess) the show started around 5pm. first is her front act miki she sang, i think 4 songs. then a little bit of contest sponsored by jolibee then there she is with that sweet smile and that kembot kikay thing she sang 3 of her songs one of which, is included from her 3rd album becoming and the other two is from her latest album taking flight, namely i’ll be alright and ikaw. in between this songs she would do some spiels like “pwede pahingi ng tubig?” “alam nyo po ba laman nito?, secret!!! (giggles)” “nakita nyo po ba yung album cover may paganun ganun (tries to do the post she did in the inlay of her album) parang heroes anu po?” (heroes is an int’l tv series, just so you know).

while singing she would occasionally wave to the audience and guess, how many times did she looked my way, waved at me and say hi? …………. 3x!!!! isn’t it amazing? i guess for you it’s just a wave, but for me it’s more than that, it only means that one moment in her life i existed in her world! you may think that im crazy! you know what i just dont care for me it’s one of those moments that i have felt real happiness, happiness that i could hardly find nowadays!

and then it’s signing up time! believe me malltours never fails to disappoint me! as expected people just cant be controlled, they want to do what they feel was right even if it’s not! the guards said “please pumila po tayo ng maayos di aalis si sarah hangga’t di napipiramahan ng cd nyo! wag po tayong magtulukan” but they just dont care about the guards! so i’ll leave it to you, on how you imagined my situation, all i can say is it’s hard to be a fan! then i came close to her at last (once again) but before it’s my friend first she asked me to get her a picture with sarah in her camera phone and digital camera, and so i did, the laughing part is that i got a little shaky, actually not a little, i really got shaky, i dont know why but everytime i come close to sarah my heart always skip a beat!!! to think that i’ve seen her for 9x. luckily the picture didn’t get distorted, then it was my turn i also got the chance to take a picture with her but i didn’t come so near i’m a bit ashamed of myself! hehe sweat already sticked to my skin, god my face have released oil severely! so you know it’s one of the things i dont like whenever i come close to her i feel those insecurities sometimes and just like what i have said earlier it’s hard to be a fan! and then i have accompany my other friends namely the pexsters so i did make pila ulit!hehe so all in all i get to have a chance to meet her in the stage twice!this time i waved and greeted her a happy birthday and said thank you plus a wave of goodbye!it really really made my day!so much!!just a sweet smile from her the long road from caloocan to las pinas and vice versa, the falling in line, when you really dont know where the line ends and starts was all worth it! the autographed signed cd for me is just a bonus and take note for a changed she included thank you, from my other cds it’s always sarah only thats why when i woke up monday morning it felt really good i woke up early than usual without feeling that im a bit lacked of sleep!

monday up to wednesday i was feeling great!then theres this thing that made that happy feeling of mine disappear into thin air!i dont know i just felt really sad and bad. then just in time a bad news came in my way. actually i already knew this news about sarah and the executive producer of her new soap opera incident, same day of the said malltour. but i didnt mind it for days for the reasons that maybe it isn’t true or if it is the reporter used words that made the story a little bit of exxagerated besides i am not over of what have happened last sunday!…but then the next big news flash before my very eyes!the issue was for real, it really happened, the EP really yelled at sarah and her mother, putting them together in a shameful event!in the very important day of sarah, her birthday!that EP was a lunatic! (forgive the word i just really hate him), so up until now i really really feel bad i dont know why, maybe sarah just smiled at this issue but i just cant!, im not sarah! im a fan, that gets to sensitive whenever things like this happen to her idol!

maybe im just too hooked to feel this way! i should not bother myself thinking about this issue nor should i feel bad about it’s because im not the person in that situation, im not, in anyway connected to sarah (except that i am a supporter) and for heaven’s sake the girl doesn’t even know my freaking name!!!! so it really makes me wonder why i care so much! in the forum i frequently visits i have post words or statements that might have offended or made my co-forumers worry about me, showed their concerns and i really appreciate it. (to you guys!thank you…specially to those who texted me! thank you).

this thing really makes me feel bad i cant do things right. i worry a lot and i really dont understand what really triggers me to feel this feeling is it really about the news, or what i have done, the online leaks of the songs of sarah and how i asked a poster to give me the links so i could check on it but have no intentions of downloading it but i still feel guilty because of  what have had post in the site satating of, how annoying the people who requested for the links and shouldn’t be called as a popsters (the official fans club of sarah) i feel guity! thinking that it might be me she’s addressing to, i regret the day i have sent that guy a message! or it could be that i will have a colds sooner my throat hurts and my body just want to feel the bed and sleep or it could be everything!……and again it’s hard to be a fan……..but it’s really fun to be a fan!

friday! i used to love friday but i guess this friday is not included!this blog is way too long so i guess people who want to read this will stop reading at the middle or just wont bother reading it at all which is good coz i dont want them to laugh at my sentiments or tease me at it! or whatever! and i came this long coz i cant post to the forums i frequently visits, i dont even have the strenght to logged myself in! i really really feel sorry for myself…..im so madrama na so i have to stop typing right now.

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imported from my friendster blog so this was originally posted last august 02, 2007

sequence #3

sequence #3 11:35 backstage of studio 10

ethel: ok di ko talaga alam ang nangyari nuh pero paolo parang awa mo na magpaka gentleman ka naman ng konti di naman sadya di sarah yun eh besides she’s new here at bilang kapwa singer sana tulungan mo sya kahit papaano……para saan pa ang tag line ng network na growing family di ba?….. sarah pagpasensyahan mo na itong si paolo medyo mainitin talaga ang ulo nya eh pero super welcome ka talaga dito di naman lahat katulad nya eh. paolo mag sorry ka na!

paolo: ako magso-sorry ako ba ang nakatapon ng kape?

ethel: sige na!kung di ka late di kayo magbabanggaan!!

paolo: sorry…(reaching his hands)

sarah: bakit parang labas sa ilong?……

paolo: (whispering) naku talaga naman…..

sarah: ok lang sorry din kasalanan ko naman talaga eh kaya lang sana po wag nyo na po akong sigawan at maliitin ng ganun! (reach the hands of paolo)

ethel: ok na ha…. maiwan ko na kayo dito 5 mins na lang mag start na so stand by na kayo dito ok.

sarah looked at paolo wondering, a guy with an angelic face can be so rude and mean.

mark: sarah!!!!!!!!

sarah: mark! saan ka galing bakit parang ang tagal mo kanina pa kita hinihintay alam mo namang tayo lang yung talagang magka kilala dito!

mark: sorry kasi natutuwa ako sa dami ng artista nagpa picture ako sa nakakasalubong ko kaya ayun hehe sorry…

sarah: naku ikaw talaga!naghahanap ka lang ng girls eh!

mark: di nuh!oi si paolo reyes!!!the ultimate hunk singer!wow!pwede picture tayo?

paolo surprised and uneasy with the actions of mark…

mark: sarah kuhanan mo kami bilis.

sarah: bakit ako?ayoko mag hanap ka nang ibang kukuha….

mark: eh ikaw na mag start na yung show oh bilisan mo…

sarah:hay parang kang ewan.!!!

as sarah focuses the lenses she has found herself fascinated by the sweet face of paolo, how his smile makes her heart skip a beat all of the sudden, how she wanted to touch his soft hair, how she imagined that body would hug her tight so tight she cant let go how he calls her name…….

paolo: sarah! sarah! sarah!

sarah: (just snapped out of daydreaming) anu?

paolo: anung anu? bakit ang tagal? di ka ba marunong gumamit ng camera? alam nyo ang weird nyo dalawa humanap kayo ng mga katulad nyong wala sa tamang pag iisip!

paolo walked out in time to start the show.

mark: ikaw kasi ang tagal mo eh anu bang nangyari sayo?

sarah: matagal ba ah eh……..ang hirap naman kasi gamitin ng camera mo!

sarah walked out to do her number….

mark: anung problema nun?…….hay mamaya kukulitin ko si paolo kailangan ko ng picture nya para maasar ko si ate hahaha….

sequence #2

sequence #2: dressing room 9:45am  

anne: your so mean to that girl!

paolo: me?!? mean to her?!? look at my shirt…. ang hirap mag laba!  

anne: ikaw ba naglalaba? di naman di ba?

paolo: kahit na! naglalaba ako dati at alam ko na mahirap matanggal ito! minsan nga di na natatanggal!

anne: ok! relax! bakit ba parang kasing init ng kape ang ulo mo?

paolo: some newbie, i hate newbies….you have top assist and help them to this and that.

anne: eto naman parang ikaw hindi naging newbie! anyways here’s my surprise!

paolo: oh my god! baseball cap!! (sour smile) what’s this? im all that exited tapos sumbrero lang…

anne: (laughing) what? muntik na nga akong maubusan nito eh kinulit ko lang yung stall owner!

paolo: yeah right!!! i have to go na! baka magalit na sa akin ni ethel…. manunuod ka ba?

anne: nope have to go home and get some sleep i came in straight from the airport. just to see you! god i miss you so much!(hugs paolo)  anyways matatapos na ang contract ko sa kabila and im planning to join yourgrowing family (leaves with her sweet smile)

paolo: (try to ask her) hey!!! what do you mean?!!!!

 at the studio, sarah is rehearsing her song for the show later when……  

ethel: you said 15 mins it’s been an hour and half?

paolo: i’m sorry i bump into this girl and…..i’m sorry

ethel: at sino naman ang girl na ito at kinain nya ang isa’t kalahating oras mo?

paolo: (involuntary looked at sarah) sya!!!

sarah: (turn to paolo, stopped singing) ako?

paolo: ethel sya ang dahilan bakit ako late!!!

sarah and paolo looked at each other as if they totally hate each others company.

sequnce #1

 sequnce #1 scene PBS (phil. broadcasting system) compound

sunday morning 5:00am

 the sun will shine sooner and paolo will wait for it until it hits his skin! he’s always waiting for the sun to shine, at the roof top of the building where he works. and the reason why he do that? only he knows why.

paolo: papa, isang panibagong araw para sa atin pero wala paring nagbabago! di parin nya alam di parin sya humihingi ng sorry!di parin nila alam. siguro nga katulad mo mababaon na rin sa limot ang lahat ng pang yayari. katulad mo bigla na lang mawawala sa isip nya na nandito ako! di na siguro yun mag babago, di nya na talaga ako makikita kahit anung gawin ko.

(his phone rings)

voice on the phone: where are you? you have to be here in 15mins so we can start the rehearsals!

paolo: ok i’ll be there…….papa bukas na lang ulit ha. alam mo na trabaho minsan nga di ko na alam kung bakit  pa ba ako nagta trabaho, di rin naman pala nya ako napapansin!

heading his way to the studio. but he first dropped by at a coffee shop.

 crew: goodmorning sir!

paolo: the usual!

crew: original coffee coming up.

as soon as he got his coffee he then walk to do the reahearsals.

paolo: bakit kasi may rehearsals pa? kabisado ko naman na!mga baguhan talaga dinadamay pa ako sa kalokohan nila!hmp! (annoyed)

when suddenly a girl bumped him and the coffee…..

 paolo: (dont know what to do with the hot coffee that have been spilled on him) oh my god!!!!it’s so hot!!!!!

sarah: (also felt the hot coffee in her skin, but didn’t mind it) naku sorry po, soory po talaga di ko po kayo napansin.

paolo: (angry) di mo ako napansin!!!!!!!!sa laki kong ito di mo ko nakita?!?!bulag ka ba?!?!huh!!!tingnan mong ginawa mo!!!

sarah: pasensya na po talaga kasi nagmamadali po ako eh!sorry po talaga……

paolo: (still angry) sorry?!?!? nagmamadali?!?? yan ang hirap sa inyo eh gigising kayo ng late taz magmamadali kayo pag pasok!tingnan mo ginawa mo sa damit ko tingnan mong mabuti!!!matatangal pa ba yan ha!!!bago ka lang ba ha? kaninong PA ka ba?ha!bakit ang tanga tanaga mo!

sarah: (starting to be annoyed) ganun po ba sorry po talaga!ahm kung gusto nyo po labhan ko na lang po yan sorry po talag!

paolo: alam mo wag na kasi baka lalong masira itong damit ko eh!

from behind paolo

anne: paolo!!!

paolo: hey!!!!

anne: just got back from australia!and i’ve got something for you!

paolo: really what?

anne: it’s a surprise and she is?……..

paolo: some stupid girl! (look at sarah with despise, and then head upstairs with anne)

sarah: akala mo kung sino!pasalamat sya gwapo sya!!!haiz!!!crush pa naman kita taz ganyan kasama ang ugali!!!hmp!!!

divine: sarah!!!!anung nangyari sayo?

sarah: ah natapunan po kasi ako ng kape!di ko po kasi nakita yung sa harap ko dahil dito!!!

divine: ganun ba?pasensya ka na ha!staring pa lang kasi tayo kaya wala pa tayong PA…..

sarah: anu ka ba mommy!ok lang po yun nuh!tsaka kaya ko naman po di ko lang po talaga sya napansin eh…

divine: tara umakyat na tayo nakakahiya kung malate tayo launching mo pa naman ito!

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