Record Breaker

November 12, 2009 at 7:45 am (sarah matters)

When she smiles, the world smiles with her. When she weeps, i dont think she weeps alone.

Indeed, a record breaking event, she keeps getting better every year. Remember last year, i had a good breakdown with my ticket,. and if you can also remember i owe sarah, a lot… So what i did, this year i bought the most expensive ticket, to prevent of course the expected debt lol,…. and why did i ever think that i could escape the burden of owing her humongous amount out of the pleasure in her concert.
*opening,.. (record breaker, unstoppable,love game,i gotta feeling)….. 300 for this prod then 150 for the 3d effects, i like the energy & the smile,& the effort for the 3d effects,though i almost thought that its the closing part of the concert, coz when she sang i gotta feeling, no effort & looks like she’s just having some fun of some sort,… i like the outfit,..not too flashy, but more of a rockstar, love it….oh i almost forgot 150 for the violin,… jay cayuca you rock!….
*right here waiting,… weee time to rest after i shout my heart out in
the opening lol so with her sweet voice that i have missed for quite sometime i will give my 200 for that prod.
*pls be careful with my heart,… nice dress though it could’ve been better without the stockings lol, well its SG, what do i expect,… another mellow part of the show, i should have known that this is just to prepare us to a record breaking prod, with that i’ll give my 150
*broken hearted girl,… before the concert i was hoping she would do paparazzi but she did this song and i was like waaaahhhhh its my favourite so yeah i’ll give her 500 for this! i super love the song i super love her version i super love her! & in the same prod she said she love me too! whoa (nakaka hiya nga eh dinig na dinig) :P
*sa iyo,… what the,… R & B version, good but not my favourite part, its as if trying hard to sound R & B when its not supposed to be that way, or im just used to the old version, its just me hahaha but i like the dance she’s so sexy with this one so i’ll give 200,.. fair enough?hehe….
*dahil minahal mo ako,… the song reminds me of AshLo & because of that i’ll give it 750 wahahaha im so biased,… though it feels empty without piolo, theres no chemistry whe!!! hahaha…..
*sniml,… a so so prod so i’ll give my 50 for it :)
*nobody,… whoa, 150 for her smile, she smiled a lot in this prod,…even in the interview, actually it turned to a laugh, & she’s so cute with this prod,…
*avsl/ycml,… alright reminiscing and all ashlloyd moment if not for regine i’ll give 50 but with the kind gesture of the songbird i’ll give another 150, it seemed regine became a fan, giving sampaguita to her idol sarah,.. that how i saw it in regards to the ashlloyd just kidding you know i love you guys weh!!! hahaha….
*Charlie green, the nosebleed guy hahaha,… i super love his voice,… if you will just listen to him you’ll expect someone at the age of 25 or something, but geeezz he’s just a kid with a good good voice,seriously good voice :) i’ll give him a 100
*MJ medley!!!!!!!! this is the freaking best part! hahaha….at this point i only have 500, & im giving it all to these prod so that means i still owe her, dang! haha but anyways, there so much attitude, she so focus in her prod,if not perfect that is the very best of her….
*kanto boys good thing, jlc is not there hahaha,..lip sync so i will not give anything anyways i have nothing to give anymore, but i dont owe anything yet haha,.. but this prod is funny, “tamang kulit” just to relax the audience after “the Bomb” prod hehe…
*medley,.. i was in awe by realizing how far she is right now from being a dreamer to someone right now, & then i realized i should not be surprise with this prod for one, she always sing this every coneert, but this time she didn’t belt it out in fact, she didn’t in all her songs,.. then hearing her 2 new album well i presume she is really not doing it anymore,.. maybe preventing her voice from being strained or something anyways i appreaciate this prod so i owe her 50 :)
*the climb,.. not as best as her i believe i can fly, but better, way way way better than miley cyrus’ version, she has this way of inspiring people thru her songs & with this kind of song i was more than inspired i was more of motivated if there’s any difference hehe coz i feel its more positive more encouraging so 200 for this prod,…

So even if I am at the vip Im not safe, hahaha she’s so good i owe her a lot haha…… though i have to admit TNO is still #1 for me hehe…..


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Officemate

November 12, 2009 at 12:16 am (work related)

Have you ever had a boss, that is so moody & cranky you hate going to work every freaking day!!!!!!!!

even if you like your job,… going to work is such a big burden!!!!!!…..

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self-centered fool

August 25, 2009 at 5:57 am (family green cross)
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So when your tired you feel all the negative feelings,  all the loneliness, the anguish, the despair, the sadness, the depression. Laughing becomes a joke, & the joke is on you. So when you feel all the negative feelings, you will have the worse attitude, you become moody, the smallest things can easily irritate you, you hate the things that doesn’t go your way, you believe that you’re always right & find irrational reasons to show that you’re still right! & even anger makes you weak, irrational & insensitive you still enjoy having that behaviour!, then after all,… these feelings,.. all of these attitudes,… is simply because,….you’re tired.

I became so tired,  i never realized that i became so selfish!!! so selfish that i even hate myself .

According to Mr. Webster selfish means:

  1. too much concerned with one’s own welfare or interests and having little or no concern for others; self-centered
  2. showing or prompted by self-interest

I’ve always thought that whatever my family is going through is my concern, because, they are my family, but i guess im not concern at all.

I think time is such a terrible thing it takes your happiness then leaves you with sad memories. My mother had a stroke, now she cant move half of her body, & it seems as if half of the house suffers the same thing, people who lives inside is as numb as her body is.

Never did I imagined her so weak, fragile & helpless. She was always strong in my eyes, stronger than my father, then in just that,… just like that… we have to assist her whenever she feels like going to the john, we need to help her everytime she eats, we need to remind her about her medicine, we need to be there….. but for my older sister there’s no “WE” its always “THEM”.

You see, my sister & I, we used to be as close as A & B is in the alphabets, we used to go out together, watch movies together, eat together, talk to each other, we bacame so close, so close that i didn’t realize that i had a certain limit with her. And now she thinks dont belong in the so called “WE” with my mother. It hurts that she thinks that way, it hurts more that i didn’t realize that i dont belong in that “WE” society. Maybe because of me not being concern to anyone but myself!, of my selfish acts, the constant sleep overs, the late nights & me not being there all the time, i’m not helping in anyway i’m making thing worse, i think. Now i’ve lost the mother i used to know, & my sister i used to be with.

I’ve lost my tired tires, i’ve lost myself, all i have is a selfish person, that cant even be there, atleast for her family. I hate myself well i never liked myself, i’m always tired with the person within me, the person outside makes me sick so i really hate me. I dont like to point out my key points here its non-sense, i dont want to defend myself either besides my zodiac sign, the astrological rabbit, the stone topaz & the month of november has the same opinion with my sister & mother i am selfish, even the movie in the bus made me realize how selfish i am “those with sweethearts are selfish”.  I have a sweet heart but not “the” sweetheart thing. :P

I’m not just tired, now i’m a bit sick too,.. i’m always like this when life hits more than just a bump, when it drizzle then turn to a storm, when i’m there, almost there ready to give up………i feel sick & tired.

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Tired Tires

July 22, 2009 at 7:51 am (senseless writing)

sweet,… seriously sweet!!!! 8 mos since my last entry i got caught up with things i have on my hand,.. i’ve quit my job with PLDT i have a new one now started last feb,.. been very active to ashlo,.. got more addicted to sarah,.. happy to find someone who can make you feel everything will be alright ( can you not!! :lol: )

well anyways im just tired as of the moment & that i have a connection here in the office so yeah im taking advantage of it hahaha…. im a user employee hahaha,.. sarah’s birthday will be on saturday im surprise im not that excited at all i mean im excited to see sarah again as always but not the celebration dont know why,.. i dont have a gift because i dont know what to give her anymore she already have everything i have given her my everything i cant think of anything else to give her,…. well maybe,…. im just tired to give something to her but i love sarah i will find a way to give something to her it just,.. again im tired & i dont know why,…..

my work is more tiring not physically maybe emotionally this company is giving me stress,.. so much of it that i hate every second in it,… but i love my work now its better than what i have in PLDT its way way less work hahaha… but its eating me up down to the core hahaha….. but i like it even if salary is not even half of what i earn in PLDT hahaha maybe again im just tired!………

Ashlo is getting worse every thread,.. every year!!!…. & i dont know why i still let myself believe there could be something with them,. its pathetic & annoying! but i still hold on i still believe i still…………. well i love the thought that maybe,… just maybe they can see what we see, they can feel what we feel,… i love the idea of them doing a project together,.. i love the moments  in asap even if it happens once every blue moon,… i love them even if piolo courts KC even if sarah thinks piolo is out of her league,.. even if the destiny is our nemesis i still love them i still look forward to those moments its just sometimes i get tired,.. so i tired i almost give up!

so i thought sarah is my world, my life & the air that i breathe never knew somewhere along this journey i will find someone who will share the stage with sarah hahaha….. (stop laughing & teasing) but sometimes things got out of hand & then it starts ………..hah!…..its really stressful sometimes but i love this place this thing that im into i just cant leave because im stressed out,… coz it will be more stressful & depressing if i do,…. coz i cant, i just cant, im not suppose to…….. im too happy & inspired to just give up that easy,.. yeah there are times that im so tired about it at least im not still sick about it hahaha i guess its something i can hold on to! we get tired sometimes so we argue fuss & fight i think but i love this place,.. this person to just be tired i should be ashmed of my heart! :(

so this entry is all because im tired i should be going home but home is also tiring,… :lol: so i should just stop breathing if ever i get so tired of life itself :lol: kidding! till my next entry!

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THE NEXT ONE

November 11, 2008 at 7:18 am (sarah matters)
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Sarah, getting ready to hit the notes for forever is not enough

Sarah, getting ready to hit the notes for forever is not enough

I wanted to write something about my work at kung paano sa loob ng isang taon nadadama ko parin na di sya para sa akin,.. ]pero nakakapagod na nga na mismong nangyayari sa akin yung pag usapan pa?!? so yung concert na lang ni sarah hahaha….

P2,625.00 yung halaga ng ticket ko,.. malapit na nga ako sa stage! asenso hahaha,.. dun sa gilid kung saan madalas nakatingin si sarah,.. kasi nandun ang kanyang “infamous popsters!” yihee! naisip ko nga kaya lagi sya nakatingin dun kinakabahan sya at kailangan nya ng lakas ng loob hahaha…anyways umpisahan na natin ang review ko i will try no be not so bias! :D

P1,500 para sa opening! she sang Forever is not enough,.. well yeah i know lagi naman eh pero this time is different una akala ko lilipad na si sarah papuntang stage di na sya lilitaw mula sa ilalim ng stage! hahaha yun pala sa backstage sya lalabas maglalakad mag bo-bow at sabay upo sa tapat ng piano & the crowd!!! parang serena ng bumbero!!! ang lakas!! hahaha……ayon sa book delight means exceeding your expectation at yun delightful ako sa performance ni sarah! husay eh!!! alam mo yun 1000x ko nang nadinig ang FNE sa iba’t ibang paraan sa iba’t ibang pagkakataon pero dito ko lang na-realize na,… trully enough FOREVER IS NOT ENOUGH to describe how sarah rocks my world sa mga oras na yun!!!sinundan nya ng how could you say you love though sana talaga di na nya kinanta ulit ang mga kantang ito lagi na lang kasi sa mga concert nya kasama ito eh pero na-realize ko di mo makikilala ang sarah geronimo kung di mo alam ang kanta na ito!!! back to the basic! hahaha.

P150 sa dance # with the UD4 i was expecting a super prod # with rayver ang lufet ng ”no air” nila sa asap eh kaya expecting talaga ako tapos wala naman pala! ok lang parang wala lang talaga hahaha…. when i grow up is really a song meant for her!hahaha parang sinulat ang song na yun para sa kanya though recycle sya katulad ng that’s not my name i find it more angas in araneta with all the people listening & watching!

P50 para sa HURT harhar di ko kasi alam yung song  & para sa akin typical prod # sya sa asap or guest sa isang event basta! at sa mga nakaka-alam anu ba ang typical prod # ni sarah! most of the time nakikita mo na lang ang sarili mo nakatulala at masasabing yun na yun! sarah lufet! hahaha….hati sila ng ikaw so tag P25 :lol: at middle of the song kasi parang nauna o nahuli si sarah o si sir louie tsaka parang Mall tour lang sya sarahp isagaw na we love you sarah!!! hahaha…….

P200 ikaw ang pangarap,.. pag si jed ang ka-duet mo,.. malamang sa hindi iniisip mo kailangan kong galingan it’s jed! hahaha,.. i mean parang macha-challenge ka coz thi guy really have big voice box inside him! hahaha…. i like the though na may effort sa blending though may some points na parang nangangapa sila sa isa’t isa! (inset: AshLo yihee! :lol: )

P100 sarah billy,.. hay naku isang malaking recycle din ewan ko ba theme yata ng concert ang recycle!!! hahaha mas maganda pa yung 4 minutes sa asap libre pa! hahaha…. though you know si sarah gumagaling na sa pag sayaw & mas makikita mo na ngayon yung edge nya among the others so please dont stop the music!!! so worth na rin yung P100 int’l singer naman si billy eh hahaha…..

P75 for the baler themesong hahaha,… its like super lumang song maybe because of the movie itself luma kasi yung theme & very touching yung song kaya lang yun yung tipo ng song na kailangan mong marinig ng paulit ulit para matanggap ng tenga mo hahhaa….hati din sila ng cebuana dito ko naramdaman na pagod na si sarah,.. bitin yung birit nya eh! mas maganda yung sa asap buong buo talaga yung boses nya dun!

P75 din sa where only angels fly hahaha P25 goes sa mga dancers hahaha galing nila!!husay sa stretching & everything,….kay sarah naman not one of the highlights but i like the song so give it a P50 hehe,… & feeling ko mas solemn ang pagkaka-kanta nya or ako lang yun hahaha….

P75 para sa played at i’ll be there ang ganda ng remix ng played parang pang disco!!! hahaha…. & i like hopw they choreographed the song gusto ko ng malufet na music video hahaha,… i’ll be there is more baduy but cute in a way si sarah kasi papansin hahaha…..

P50 for the avsl part sabi ko na titigan ni jlc si sarah at maghihiyawan ang mga tao! at si sarah keep on saying na nakaka-kanta na sya di naman mapakali sa stage naka isa tuloy si jlc hahaha….. P15 for jlc’s effort to sing hahaha,… though si sarah di parin sanay sa loveteam ek ek (feeling ko lang ha) di pa sya ganun kabihasa sa pagpapakilig yihee!!!! hahaha…. pero ok na rin muntik na akong madala!!! hahaha (bato!) hahahaha…..

P200 for alone!!! ang lufet nya talaga dito one of the best part as in ang astig nung pag talikod nya sabay birit napatayo nga ako eh! hahaha…. at napasigaw na sarahhhhhh!!!!!!!!! hahahaha….. for me walang sinabi si celine (wag kang epal review ko ito eh! ) hahahaha…… i knew naman na she will sing this eh! just didn’t thought it would be so great na ayoko nang maging alone! hahaha “i never really cared umtil i met you!!!”

P100 for i believe i can fly it moved me in a way na nakakatakot din hahaha feeling ko kasi ito yung pinaka pupunahin sa lahat ng perfomance nya (as of this writing wala pa akong nababasang reviews!) at habang kinakanta nya ito with the chorale! parang black performer si sarah! wala lang i like how she moves & sings & groove during the song!! lufet!!! parang kulang sa P100 yung bayad ko may utang pa ako ahhaha….

P15 para sa last song ito ang super recycle talaga as in!!! parang yung 2 weeks na rehearsal di na kayang mag isip pa o mag rehearse pa kaya yun na lang sa iyo na lang husay!!!!!….

may P10 pang natitira para yan kay luis, kc, anne, mark, beth na super supportive kay sarah tag P2 sila hahahaha…. sorry wala nang natira para sa iba may utang pa nga ako sa i believe i can fly eh :lol:

(inset: ang konti ng damit nya ngayon puro shiny shimmering pa tapos yung pang opening nya para syang yung matador hahaha yung nagwawagayway ng pulang bandila sa toro! :lol: at parang mexican insipred ang mga suot nya di nya pinakita ang legs nya,… at feeling ko ang bilis ng show ewan ko ba! hahaha,. pero ang daming tao mas puno sya unlike sgim!! pero mas maganda ang sgim! harhar!!! pero sulit naman ang P2,625 ko may utang pa nga ako di ba! hahaha……sa uulitin sarah kahit pa di maganda ang pag tatapos! alam mo na yun hahahaha)

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Just Me

September 20, 2008 at 3:54 am (sarah matters)
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Last sept 12 sarah launch her 5th studio album Just Me. And of course i bought my self a copy :D

01. I’ll be there -  featuring howie d. of backstreet boys (social) hehe,.. the music is nice! great way to start the album, and made it as the carrier single. The bsb style was there,.. nice vocal arrangement and would you believe they did not record it together! but it turns out nice!… love the bridge part and the line “i’ll be in your smile”

02. You’re the love of my life – i love this song,.. sarah sang it with all the emotions hehe,.. it makes me feel it’s nice to have someone! like the part “you’re destined to be mine” & “i breathe with your heart & your soul”,.. love the last part “you’re the love,… the love of my life” the back up vocals made it so serene! easy listening.

03. Dahil minahal mo ako – one of the two tagalog songs,.. the first part is a bit boring i dunno, but the when you reach the chorus you would appreciate the song,.. everytime i hear this i remember the message of sarah to her fans how she love her fans & thankful for all the support,.. so heartwarming that all you can say is “dahil minahal mo ako, lahat ay gagawin para sayo”

04. Where only angels fly – inspirational track for me,.. not to follow your dreams or whatever! inspirational in a a romantic way! hehe… from the way i understand it,.. the song is for those who have lost their faith in love,.. maybe afraid to try again or just dont want to feel it in anyways! hehe… it inspires you to try it,.. inspires you that inspite of it all theres a place “where only angels fly”

05. Silence – a fast song! let’s party! hehe… a different sarah,.. whenever viva makes albums that are internationally produced,… they produced artist that deserves international fame! hehe… i like the part before it hits the chorus for example the part “im not gonna stand around & fight got better thing to do tonight” ,… and “my love isn’t up for your debate” hahaha (in short “dont be paki-alamera!) hahaha,.. the song is also unique a bit personalized she has her name on the lyrics “trust your sarah!”

06. One little kiss – Fisrt love, first kiss,.. yihee! whenever i hear this i imagine the prom nights, the highschool life though i did not attend the prom night coz there’s no one to share that “one little kiss,… three little words from your lips” hehehe…. i feel that its time to change the immortal “king & queen of hearts” in prom nights!

07. I belong to you – oh my gulay! one of my favourite! as in! hehe,… this song is a bit sexy for her,.. i imagined a daring music video with no one else but piolo pascual! :lol: seriously, everytime i hear this piolo and sarah comes to my mind! doing the thing! (malisyosa! ) doing the music video a different sarah,… with the charm of piolo “there’s no better place than right here in your sweet embrace” “with you i feel complete”.

08. Just Me – a more personalized song! the song fits for her… introducing herself. it would be nice if she will use this as one of her opening song in her upcoming concert,… i like the jazzy thingy in the song though this song fit as one of the filler in the song! its like an adlib to the album,.. “popstar on the cover or the girl next door” and i like the robot thingy at the end part haha…

09. Look inside ourselves – This is the most beautiful song for me in the album! ultimate favourite! a pop rock song in the likes of avril L. & kelly clarkson,.. the song is a bit sad,.. you will  feel the pain and hate in the song,.. the sound of the piano & guitar,, made it more depressing hahaha and sarah’s vocal range is as powerful as before you will feel the old sarah belting it out and “buo yung boses” piano guitar & sarah what a great way to experience pain hahaha….. “nobody said it was an easy life,.. its gonna be a crazy ride”

10. Kahit mahal mo ay iba – “kahit na-remix” one of my colleague said :lol: easy listening song,.. fit also to be a filler though the song is good,.. i like the rythm and the lyrics! “ligaya mo ay ligaya ko”

11. Played – the “angas song” hehe from the title itself she was played deceive fooled & everthing in between haha…. i like the beat of the drum or whatever that is that makes it more “angas!” i also like the vocal range in this song when i heard her sing it live i loved her more!…”i dont want to say it,.. but you probably gonna say it”

12. Sweet memories – when i first heard i thought it sound like a japanesse old song,.. then yesterday i had a chance to really look at the inlay, lyrics & the writers of the songs,.. then the one who wrote this song i think is either a japanesse or chinesse base on the name,… i like the part “guess i was too young too young to know love” sarah is that you?!?… i like the sound of the guitar,.. (am i right ) hahaha… it made the song sound old i imagine her singing it using the old microphones in a hotel bar with the old dress….

13. Im falling – “innuendos” what the F is that :lol: the use of such allusions! did you even get it? hahaha i coz i did not!…. :lol: i like the vocal range in this song it shows sarah’s trademark “the birit” the song is a bit slow to show that you are falling but its to conscise to undertand that you are falling and to see that “when it comes to you nothing i would do” one comment though the word “THE” you pronounce it as “da” followed by a word that starts with a consonant letter & “dee” with a vowel i think sarah did not follow the rule in the line “the connection is strong” wala lang hehe…

14. What have you done with my heart – a song for those who are inlove! even to those who are not like me! :lol: this is the type of song that grows in you,.. i mean the more you listen to it the more you will love it and “im so inlove” with it that “i go dizzy” hehe….

15. Remind me to forget you – 2nd of my ultimate favourite! the song is sad but i like the idea that they did not made it as depressing as being broken hearted hehe… i like the meaning behind the song,.. that everytime you see that person it always “remind me to forget you” when you should have done it yourself! i like the rythm and the voice of sorry as if she has someone to remind these things from time to time.

16. Movie love – everytime i hear this i remember AshLLoyd hahaha… because of their movie a very special love :lol: “movie love & movie kiss” this song deserve a cool music video the likes of paris hilton’s  crazy music videos :lol: but not too skin on sarah’s part hehe… i only like this song when i hear it,.. hehe…

Now i understand why Just Me as i  mentioned the album is a bit personalized most of the songs shows who sarah is, what sarah is and the songs that inspires her! i like the album also the cover made her look like a chinesse manga character then when you look even more she looks like maja salvador hehe… i like the inlays blue and white,… refreshing for the eyes…

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I’ll Be The One

September 13, 2008 at 2:39 am (sarah matters)
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i bought mark bautista’s cd last week and may i say this is the best cd from him,….

1. Eternally – its a bit weird though it nice,.. i like the “diin” thingy in his voice,.. everytime i hear this i imagine someone walking against the wind,.. but i dont think its a good idea making this song as the carrier single not so catchy…

2. Sana’y dinggin mo – this one’s my favourite,… i would prefer this one as the carrier single,.. and mark’s voice is so nice in this song,… “kaka-inlove” hehe…..

3. Too Slow – a bit sexy, i dont this one sounds like they are inside a room waiting for someone to make a move,.. woot woot! hehe,.. but i like the rythm,.. its si slow hahaha…

4. Dont tell me about heartaches – with sarah G. hehe,.. the song was nice i was expecting a very very sad song or should i say melody but it was not so sad at all, though the lyrics a bit sad but when you hear it, a feel good song not so “birit” and i really like how their voice really blends,.. nobody does it better but FMS ehehe…

5. Stuck In My Heart Now – also my favourite,.. i read somewhere in the pex community that this song is dedicated to sarah from mark, yihee, i love the part “i want the very best for you” makes me think mark really cares about sarah, sincerely and honestly! naks!…

6. Take  A Chance – is a so-so song hehe… it is meant to be a filler in the album not saying its not nice, its just that its not the type of song that will make a mark in your mind (walang lss) hehe…

7. Everytime I Close My Eyes – this is so sweet, if your guy sing this to you, i dunno i would lost all the oxygen in the world because of “kilig” haha…..

8. Love & Affection – a fast song for mark,.. though it still sound a bit ballad but i appreciate the effort in making it sound RnB,.. i will give it 2 stars hehe…

9. Why Cant We – this is mark’s compisition,.. its a nice song i like the part “you dont know how weak i am inside” i also read that this song is also dedicated to sarah,.. i wonder if they really had something special between them base on the lyrics “we treat each other like we’re lovers then we promise to keep it to ourselves.. “

10. I’ll Be The One – inspirational to me, at first it sound like its not him, he took the start of the song with a different stroke….

11. Just Look At Me – everytime i hear this i want to put the lyrics to my siggy in sg.com hehe,… to make “patama” to all his detractors that thinks he is just using sarah for publicity “im not looking for fortune or fame im just waiting till you call my name”

12. I Dont Wanna Say Goodbye – the saddest song in the album,.. like the part “cant you see a heart doesn’t shine, without a bit of love it will die,..” very true!!! base on a true story :lol:

13. Somehow I Knew – somehow i knew this song is nice very serendipity type of song i like the medley not so upbeat but you can feel it.

All in  all this album is nice one FMS even describe it as “panliligaw CD” which is true!! haha… its like the album is made to woo someones heart!

*hanep mang-harana si mark isang buong album :lol:

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a message from a student.

August 15, 2008 at 10:49 pm (Uncategorized)

gosh i miss my blog site didn’t visit it for quite sometime now! perhaps im too busy or i  have nothing to write, well i actually i have a lot in my mind i just cant seem to find time and compose it, and put it here!… i cant even update my friendster! im too busy with things that seems not so important,. well i’ll go back later, i hope to read the blog of my old friend! and have the chance to say goodluck and stay happy she went to canada na eh (hallert teacher!), im sorry i didn’t have the chance to say it to you personally,.. but i do hope you understand like you always do! oo ikaw yan haha…. ingats ka dyan!..

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matchbox 20

March 26, 2008 at 6:48 am (senseless writing)

they call it “quarter-life crisis” it is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn’t know and may not like.

you start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

you start realizing that people are selfish and that maybe those friends that you thought you were close to aren’t exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones what you dont recognize is that they are realizing that too and aren’t really cold, catty and mean or insecure but that they are not as confused as you.

you look at your job… and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, if you look for a new job you will realize that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

your opinions have gotten stronger, you see what others are doing and find yourself judging than usual because suddenly you realize you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn’t,  one minute you are insecure and then the next secure.

you laugh and cry with the greatest force of you’re life, you feel alone and scared and confused, suddenly the change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away and there is nothing to do but to stay where you are or move forward.

you get your heart broken and wonder how someone you love could do such damage to you or lay in bed and wonder why you cant meet anyone decent enough that you want to know better or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and you cant figure out why you are doing this because you know youre not a bad person.

getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic, waiting for the one you love and hoping that he will one day notice you starts to look cheap. you go through the emotions and questions over and over  and talk with your friends about the same topic because you cannot seem to make a decision.

you worry about loans, money, the future, and making a life for yourself…and while winning the race would be great right now you’d just like to be a contender!…never thought being twenty is  as lonely as being a teenager or worst…. :D

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quickie

March 13, 2008 at 11:37 pm (work related)

why does managers ask so much from their employer?!? like can i get your commitment for that when you dont hava a choice but to agree with it, and also why do they ask if you could render over time when they will just bug you about it until you say yes!!! i really dont get the thought of asking you first when you really dont have a choice!!!!!!

 sentiments of a fool!!!! i really want to quit this job!!!!

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